“Just hold me, please.” No words could describe what was going on between us, and I sure as hell didn’t want to decipher it.
“I’m sorry for letting you down. I swear it won’t happen again,” he reassured as we got lost in our embrace, lost in the spell that once held us together. I reveled in his smell, his body heat, and being with him again. “Everyone’s drunk; why don’t you stay with me tonight?” he asked softly as he smelled my newly washed hair.
What time was it, anyway? If I agreed to stay, would he behave like a gentleman?
“Don’t you have that shoot in a few hours?”
“I do, but can you stay, anyway? I know it’s asking a lot. I’ll be back as soon as I can.”
“If I wake up before you get back, I won’t prolong my stay.”
That brought a smile to his face. “Fair enough.”
So, we danced, bewitched as nostalgia engulfed us. Time ceased to exist. And when the song ended, we ended up cuddling like it was the most normal thing in the world. Shutting down my mind, I relished the moment as my nose pressed against his neck while his arms secured around my hips.
“This feels like the old days, doesn’t it? I’ve missed this,” he murmured, lulling me into submission.
Enveloped in his arms, I had forgotten how it felt to feel secured, all the strains and troubles of the world a distant memory. This … This sense of being present, of living in the moment, was all that mattered to me.
River always gave me security, a home. He was my sanctuary through the storm. And I could admit that I could easily fall back into the old routine. However, my pride wouldn’t let me stoop to that level of pathetic-ness.
Falling in love with River would end me. I wouldn’t let myself go down that hellish path, even if my heart was pulling its might that way. It was calling out for him, but I was headstrong and resolute. He wasn’t going to make a fool out of me twice. Once was enough.
Looking up at his face, I felt a twinge of regret, of helplessness, and a sense of loss. The once bright future we had once dreamed of all gone.
He stared at me as if in awe, gaze filled with wonderment and yearning. I didn’t know what came over me, but I brought my lips to his, brushing them slowly, cautiously, before pulling back. Call it absentmindedness or a moment of madness, but it had felt right.
“Goodnight,” I mumbled before pulling away.
“Oh, no. Fuck the goodnight. Come here,” he groaned out before hastily rolling me on my back, pinning me before ravishing my lips as he effortlessly situated his rock-hard body on top of mine. Ready to conquer. Set to obliterate.
“Fuck …” I whimpered at the magnificent feel of him dominating me. There was nothing like a commanding man. He was so unbelievably skilled I melted as he stroked and cupped whatever he wanted. He fevered my body.
For hours, I had ached for this, and now that I was getting a taste of him, my body wasn’t letting up. My legs parted to accommodate him as our kiss deepened. I was so horny that I began rubbing my pussy against his hardened cock over his briefs.
“God, River, how can you feel so fucking good?” I never remembered it like this—where I was out of control like a frenzied woman who hadn’t been touched for centuries. Our hunger brought us to this pinnacle of combustible energy. It felt unhinged. Uncontrollable. Unstoppable.
“Touch me, Cara,” he implored, fiercely tugging at my nipple and extracting a harsh sound from me.
I sought below as I pushed his boxers off his thighs. My avaricious hand eagerly sought out to stroke his thick, silky length, and I shivered upon the impassioned contact. Had he always been this massive? I remembered us making love, but hell … I had forgotten how his colossal size achieved to fit inside of me. Parker had a decently sized member, but this … this was Armageddon proportion.
“Jerk it hard, baby,” he grunted between kisses before hissing my name in vain as I obliged him, trying to balm my worries from his immense size and concentrate on pleasuring him.
While one hand busied and focused itself on his length, the other stroked his scrotum, tugging, massaging to his delight. River began to thrust, hitting my clit with the tip of his fat cock. The more he did so, the more essence my pussy secreted, lubricating his cock further.
The exquisite sensation made me sob against his lips. I was delirious, out of my mind with need. He was relentless, merciless, as he began to fuck my sensitized clitoris. The motion made me heady and ready to be ravaged by him. All of my inhibitions flew out the window, and all I could focus on was the sweet, mind-inducing, visceral experience he was bestowing me.
“Want this cock to fuck your sweet cunt, Cara?” he grunted as he slid his length through my moistened folds.
Holy gigantic cock! My nails dug into his shoulder as he carried on his sweet torture. “You’re fuck—” I screeched when the pressure of the swollen head pushed against my entrance, partially impaling me. My mind went blank and all senses honed in on the sweet constriction that strained to stretch my wet channel. I began panting, almost panicking at the maddening feel of him throbbing. “I don’t think it’s going to fit,” I rushed out, heaving in protest. That monstrous thing would be the death of me.
River paused before tenderly lifting his face to scrutinize mine. “How’s that even possible, Cara. You’ve been sexually active,” he stated in disbelief before trying to read my contorted expression.
He had no idea. Yeah, I did have sex …once, just once in two long years. But I wasn’t going to undermine his claim. That would make it seem like I had been pining for him.
“Maybe you’re just too big, River. Not every guy has a porn star dick like you do.”
He snickered before briefly kissing my lips. “Or maybe you’re just too nervous,” he whispered in my ear, hot breath teasing my skin and making my nipples harden. “Close your eyes, relax, and let me pleasure you.” He trailed his lips downward until he reached the sacred spot he used to worship. “God, you smell and feel the same. Just like a fucking petal. Sweet, silky, and just fucking beautiful,” he breathed out before letting the tip of his tongue flicker against my tender nub.