Her eyes go as wide as saucers, and her pretty little mouth falls open as she stares at me in wonderment.
Christ Almighty, this girl has never seen a cock before, and I'm getting a thrill out of being the first—and only—one she's ever going to see. Just the thought of another man seeing this look of innocent wonder on her face fills me with rage.
My head of my shaft is glistening with precum. A steady stream of it is trickling down my length, and it's taking all I can do not to stroke myself to the sight before me. Fuck, I don't want to scare her, but I'm going to explode if I don't do something soon.
Addy's chest is moving up and down as her breathing becomes shallower, and then my eyes damn near bug out of my head when she moves a tentative hand down between her legs and begin to rub herself in slow circles.
Fuck!
I can't stop myself. I grip the base of my cock and begin to stroke my dick, keeping pace with her, my eyes glued to her little fingers working her clit.
Christ Almighty, I can see her juices glistening on her fingers.
My breathing becomes more ragged. Fuck, I'm close. So motherfucking close.
But I hold back, unwilling to climax without her. My balls are drawn up so tight it's almost painful.
I drag my gaze back up to her eyes just as she does the same.
Our eyes lock, and we both detonate.
Her mouth falls open in a little "o," and her hair falls down to kiss her butt as she throws her head back and twitches, her entire body flushing with the force of her orgasm. I see her sweet cream gushing down her thighs, and the picture she paints is too erotic. I couldn't hold back any longer if I wanted to.
My release hits me like a shotgun shell, shattering my body with its potency. Thick ropes tear from my swollen head. Over and over again, I ejaculate, and just when I think I'm done, I keep coming. Fuck, I don't think I've ever come so hard in my entire life.
And all the while, I keep staring straight into her caramel pools as she watches me in blatant amazement.
Her cheeks and throat and chest are flushed. Her legs seem to wobble, and she finally collapses onto her knees, still staring at me through the window.
She places both of her hands on the glass before she leans in and presses her lips against it.
I feel that kiss deep in my soul.
If she wasn't already before, it's now a certain fact.
Addy Jameson is mine.
* * *
Addy
I'm lying in my bed with Alec's note clutched to my chest again, a soft smile on my face.
I can't believe I finally did it. I finally know the ecstasy talked about in all the romance novels I read.
It’s Alec. He’s the key I needed to unlock my passion. The way his eyes had burned into mine, kissing my skin with every flick across it, seeing him stroke the pulsing shaft between his legs, knowing that I made him that way…it got me hotter than I've ever been before until I was finally able to rise over that crest.
I wonder what it would be like to feel his skin on mine. His body looks big and hard. I can't imagine how the thing between his legs would ever fit inside me, but I'd be willing to try if it made him happy.
I want to be fused to him in every way. I want to share that deep connection with him, to become one person with him.
More than anything, I want to feel his arms around me, just holding me.
Alec would hug me. I know he would.
I stroke my hand over the note still pressed against my chest and allow my heavy lids to close.
Like every other night since I've met him, the last thing I see in my mind before sleep overcomes me are green eyes.