CHAPTER4
I'm screaming in pain at his sudden invasion. I didn’t even get a chance to see Nick's cock before he jammed it up inside me, but I can tell by the stinging way I'm stretched that he's just as huge there as he is everywhere else.
"You're a virgin?" Nick's eyes are regarding me incredulously as he raises them up from between us where I'm sure he's seen his cock coated with blood.
"I'm sorry," I mumble, embarrassed beyond measure.
He lets out a choked laugh. "You're sorry? Princess, you have nothing to be sorry for. I'm the one who's sorry. Dammit," he curses himself. "I was too rough with you. I'm so fucking sorry, Jenny." My heart melts when he says my name. Not Jennifer but Jenny. It shows me he really is concerned about me.
He continues to curse himself, berating himself for taking me so roughly my first time. I feel him start to slide out, and I tighten my arms and legs around him, struggling to push myself down onto him more fully.
It doesn't hurt anymore, though it's not exactly comfortable.
Still, I want this. I want my first time to be with Nick. I want it to be good for him. I suddenly know with perfect clarity that there is no one else I'd want to give my virginity to than this man.
He groans as I continue to squirm on him before he finally pushes into me a little more and then hisses between his teeth.
When he pushes up into me, I let out a moan of pleasure at the delicious friction of him moving inside me. My nerve endings are crackling with tingles that settle deep inside me, and I want more.
"You like that, baby?" he whispers right against my mouth, his eyes studying me.
"Uhm-hmm," I moan again as he moves cautiously inside me.
I see the tendons standing out on his neck, and every muscle in his body seems to be tense. Sweat is breaking out on his forehead.
It's obviously taking him a great effort to hold himself back, and that knowledge fills me with a surge of feminine power.
I push myself down onto him and gasp as I feel him hit a spot deep inside me.
"Fucking hell," he groans out as he holds me there. "You're so fucking tight, baby. I don't know if I can go slow."
"Don't," I tell him, giving him permission to give us what we both need.
His eyes are burning into me. He looks torn with indecision. "You need it slow your first time, baby. I should have given you romance, flowers and shit, led you into it gently instead of popping your cherry like a goddamn savage."
I try to push myself down onto him again, but he's holding me firmly with his hands on my waist.
I let out a whimper of frustration as he continues to try to talk himself out of doing what he really wants to do.
"Nick!" I finally whine as I place my hands on either side of his face and look him directly in the eyes. "I want this," I try to reassure him.
When he continues to stare at me uncertainly, I finally half sob, "Fuck me! Please!"
I watch the change happen as his eyes suddenly heat and darken with lust, and then the animal within him takes over as he finally starts to fulfill my request.
He holds me firmly against the wall as he pulls out and hammers back inside me.
I scream again but this time in pleasure and not in pain.
My eyes close of their own accord.
"Look at me baby," he tells me, and I melt again at the way he calls me "baby." My eyes snap open to obey him, and I'm assaulted by his intense, piercing blue orbs. They're burning with heat. "You okay?" he asks me on an exhale of breath.
"Yes," I moan. "Feels so good."
"Hot damn," he says before he slams back inside me.
I grip onto his big shoulders and hang on for dear life as he pistons in and out of me, faster and faster, the intense pressure within me building and building until I think I can't take it anymore.