"You want to be mine?" Wesley gasps. His voice is breathless.
"Hell yes.”
I lean in and crush my lips to his.
15
UNNAMED BOY
My first kisswith Benedetto is mind-blowing. Amazing. Indescribable.
Beautiful emotion swirls around me, sweeping me off my feet. I lose myself in his lips, kissing him with everything I have, relishing in the sensation of his mouth on mine.
This is what I've dreamt of every second since I saw him in that alley. This is the kiss I craved from my knight when I was still in my cage. Even when I was delirious in the hospital bed.
This man is my rescuer, my savior, my everything. And he wants to be mine, too.
Of course, I still haven't confided in him that I want something else, as well. I must ask him to be my Daddy. But I'll put that on the back burner for now. Right now, all that matters is he likes me. It's the greatest gift he could give me.
Benedetto trails his thumb across my cheek and sends tingles racing down my spine. I lean back, tugging my lips away from his, then stare into his eyes. In the waning sunlight, his eyes are magical orbs of fire, brimming with beauty. They’re hazel and creamy, yet they possess flickers of something deep within. Something…golden.
"Thank you." My voice is a whisper. I try to speak with confidence, but I can't. At this moment, I feel like the most pathetic boy in the world. I threw myself at this man's feet and practically begged him to kiss me. What kind of self-respecting boy does that?
Yet at the same time, I know I needed to take the first step. Benedetto has an obligation to protect me, and he's responsible for me at least for the next few weeks. He's resisted the temptation to make me his own, but he didn’t know he wouldn’t break me. Now it's clear all he needed was for me to push him over the edge.
Benedetto nods. "Fuck yeah." He brushes a strand of hair off my cheek. "I've wanted to do that forweeks."
"I promise I won't tell anyone." I drag my fingers across his chest, massaging his fluff. Sweet mercy me, he’s so soft and springy. I've snuck touches of his body when we snuggled on the couch, but this is different. We finally pushed past the barrier between us, and I'm touching him as my man. His body is… perfect. "This stays between us."
"You make me so fucking hard." His voice is gravelly as he massages me between my legs, rubbing my cock. "Christ, boy. You're so hard, too. And you have such a huge cock."
I look over my shoulder. We're in a park, after all, and I want to make sure there are no small children around while we rub each other. There’s a group of teenagers at a table in the distance, but they’re far enough away so they won’t see us. After triple checking the area, I climb onto his lap and drape my arms around his neck.
"I've had similar thoughts." I rut my lips on his and roll my hips against his body. "I've beaten my dick thinking about you, but I didn't want to tell you. I knew you wouldn't approve."
Benedetto rakes his palms up my back. "Feel this thick thing,” he groans. He palms my ass, then steals another kiss. "I'm such a fucking pervert for putting my hands on you. Such a fucking gross man. I should leave this park right now before anything else happens."
"I'll never forgive you if you leave." Canting my hips up, I wriggle on his lap, soft moans escaping me. "You make me sohorny."
"I'm a monster." He snares my lower lip between his teeth, sucking it dry. "You’ve been through so much. I should be running you bubble baths and buying you stuffies. Taking you to amusement parks. Buying you cake and candy. What the fuck am I doing? I certainly shouldn’t be touching this thick thing in public, hard as iron. Ready to spear your tight ass and make you shoot cummies. I should obey my brothers and leave you alone."
I grit my teeth. His own family prevented him from acting on his attraction to me. It makes me want to throw a tantrum.
"I can't believe your brothers said we couldn't hook up," I moan into Benedetto’s mouth, need sinking barbed hooks into me. "That's not fair."
Benedetto drags his thumb across my cheek. "They’re looking out for you, boy. They’re concerned I'll take… advantage of you."
Tears well in my eyes. I try to speak, but I can't get the words out. I must tell Benedetto the truth and what I'm truly feeling inside.
"I've been a victim for too long." I grip his shoulders. "Sex was the only way I could express myself in the warehouse. If I didn't perform, I received punishments."
"I know that, boy. That's why I'm being careful."
"You're not listening to me." The tears threaten to spill down my cheeks, but I blink hard to force them back. "My captors made me fuck clients without my consent. Now, I finally get to be my true self. But your brothers won’t let me. They don’t think I’m ready. I wanted you the second I laid eyes on you, you big bear. You don’t know how ecstatic I was to see you in that alley."
"Tell me why." Benedetto clamps my hand between his legs with his thunder thighs, forcing me to palm his gigantic shaft. "Tell Papa Bear why you were so happy."
"None of the men I fucked were my type." I squeeze his cock over his pants, which feels even bigger than mine. "They were skinny and scrawny. They disgusted me and I needed to wear a cock ring most nights. I wanted a man likeyou.The second I saw you, I knew I hit the jackpot. You had a big, beautiful body and I felt safe. Protected. Secure. You'd wrap me in your large arms and keep the scary men away. When we cuddle, I feel like nothing can hurt me ever again."