"Did you have sex with your Daddy in the warehouse?" Rusty asks.
I think about Ollie. We fooled around a few times, mostly when we were stressed after a long day of servicing clients. We stole snuggle time and jerked each other off when I was able to get an erection, but it was more of a friendship arrangement. We had no one else to rely on, no one else we could trust.
"Not really." I shake my head, then kiss Arlo's alien stuffy. "We masturbated with each other, but that's the extent of it. It was never serious."
"Well, our relationships with our Daddies are quite serious." Arlo shoots me a stern look. "Take my Daddy Constantine for instance."
I look at the tall man in the suit sitting with Benedetto and Gianluca at a table. He has a chiseled jaw like his two brothers and eyes that would light any man up inside.
"I see him."
"Constantine is wonderful in bed." Arlo shoots a loving look at his Daddy. "He listens to my needs and doesn't judge me for my kinks. When we first got together, he built an incredible pillow fort in his bedroom. We snuggled inside it and held each other all day."
I let out a snort. "You left out the sex part."
"I said he accepted my kinks, silly." Arlo rolls his eyes. "What did you think I meant?"
"Oh." I pick at my cuticles. "I guess you're right. Oops."
"He's such a talented lover." Arlo lets out a groan as he rubs his midsection on a stuffed animal. "He lights me up inside more than anyone."
Rusty flashes me a thumbs up. "Gianluca’s the same way. He takes his time with me, going slow so he doesn't spook me. Although to be honest, he could speed things up. I'm a horny boy and I like riding my Daddy's cock."
Tingles break out across my flesh as I look at the three Ferrari brothers sitting at the table. Constantine and Gianluca are gorgeous, but Benedetto is stunning. He's a teddy bear and I melt picturing his big arms around my waist.
"I wonder if Benedetto would want to do that with me." My voice is quiet. "Or if he'd refuse."
Rusty cocks an eyebrow at me. "I've seen the way he looks at you. Why would he refuse?"
My eyes burn. "I’m damaged goods, Rusty." I blink hard to prevent the tears from falling. "I have no memories of my past life. All I know is that evil men abused me and forced me to do things before I was ready."
Rusty leaps forward and buries me in a hug. "There's nothing to be afraid of. Benedetto is a loving man, and he's been looking for a partner for a long time. He’d love to keep you safe."
I tilt my head up. "Really?"
This revelation is wonderful. It makes my heart pitter patter in my chest.
Rusty nods. "It was unfair that Gianluca and Constantine met partners before him. Benedetto was in a relationship, but his ex-boyfriend broke up with him due to his weight. He hasn’t dated since."
I look at Benedetto’s cuddly body, so thick and full, bursting with fluff. This isexactlythe type of man I’d pick out if I had any choice in the world. When I saw him in the alley, I thought I'd died and gone to heaven.
Sooo much deliciousness to cuddle!
"His ex-boyfriend didn't want him because he was overweight?" I can't believe this.
"That's the harsh truth of dating in the gay community." Rusty gnashes his teeth. "Lots of boys don't want Daddies who are on the chubby side. I don't have a problem with that, and I’ve already said that I'd have dated Benedetto if I weren't with Gianluca. He's just a cuddly teddy bear."
I let out a growl as I face Rusty. "He'smyteddy bear." I glare at my friend. "Don't even think of taking him from me."
Rusty points to the ring on his finger. "You have nothing to worry about. I love Gianluca with my whole heart."
"Want to head to the hot tub?" Arlo suggests.
I look around the room. "I didn't know Little Land had a hot tub."
Arlo points to a structure with steam rising from it far away from the stuffy pit. "It's over there. The only rule is that you can't go in with clothes on."
"That's okay with me." I shrug as we exit the stuffy pit. I begin unbuttoning the adorable bug onesie Benedetto bought me. He purchased it for me at the counter when we entered Little Land. He saw how I looked at Arlo and Rusty's onesies yesterday and he wanted it to be a special surprise. I was ecstatic and I already know I’ll cherish this onesie for the rest of my life. "I had to get naked in the warehouse constantly. I’m more comfortable without my clothes."