I smile and cup his face, pulling him closer so I can kiss him again. “I love that you aren’t giving me your angry glare anymore.”
He laughs and slowly slides out of me, making me immediately miss the feel of him inside me. I’m sore, but, damn, was it worth it. I’m relieved when he immediately pulls my body against his so we’re spooning. He wraps his arm around me, holding me close, and I relax into him, wishing this night could last forever.
Chapter8
Nikolai
Ipull Moira’s body in tighter against me, smiling when I feel her relax into me. God, I wish I could freeze time and never leave this moment. Her body fits perfectly against mine, like she was made just for me, and the memory of how good it had felt to be inside her has me already starting to get hard again.
She laughs when she feels me digging into her ass and turns her head to me. “That was fast.”
I give her a wink and kiss the tip of her nose. “It’s absolutely your fault. Your body is amazing and you’re beautiful and I love you.”
It feels so strange to say that to someone else. I’ve never told a woman I love her. I’ve never even had the desire to, but with Moira it just comes naturally.
She smiles and reaches her hand back to grab onto my ass, making me laugh at how handsy she is. “I’m not too tired if you’re not,” she says, giving me a sexy wink and scooting up enough for me to get a better angle.
With a groan, I slide back into her, wondering why in the fuck I ever left. Her body makes me use every ounce of willpower I’ve ever had to keep from finishing too soon. She makes me feel like a damn teenager again who’s just trying like hell to not bust a nut too soon and embarrass the hell out of myself.
She moans when I bring one hand to her breast and start to slowly fuck her. I kiss a line up her shoulder, giving the crook of her neck a soft bite before kissing and licking my way up her neck. Every part of her tastes so damn sweet. She digs her fingers into my ass cheek, trying to get me to speed up, but I want to take my time, so I ignore her. The cute, frustrated groan she gives has me smiling against her skin.
“Patience, Moira,” I whisper, giving her earlobe a soft bite.
She grumbles something about my cruelty and payback, but when I bring my hand between her legs and start to rub her clit, her words turn to moans as she rocks her hips against me in a rhythm that threatens to push me over the edge. I grit my teeth and make her come, groaning at the feel of her body tensing around me.
Turning her head she finds my mouth and kisses me hard, whimpering and moaning against my lips as her body shudders and I work her harder. I continue to tease her as her body starts to come down, only letting her come again when she begs me to, until she’s shaking and gasping and can barely string two words together. Only then do I let myself finish, and the force of it momentarily blinds me and undoes something inside me. As pleasure races through me, I know that everything has changed. There’s no going back for me. Moira is my future. It’s as simple as that.
When I’m finally spent, I give her another kiss, noticing the way she can barely keep her eyes open. Smiling, I wrap my arm even tighter around her and pull her closer, resting my head on the pillow beside her. I can’t bear the thought of putting distance between us, so I keep myself buried inside her as I grow soft and we both drift off to sleep.
Just like on the airbed, it’s a peaceful sleep that’s not haunted by the past, and when the sun hits my face in the morning, I feel more rested than I have in years. I smile before I’ve even opened my eyes when I realize we’re in the same position we fell asleep in, neither one of our bodies wanting to stray from the other. Sadly, I’m no longer inside her, but I am sporting some serious morning wood.
I kiss her cheek, smiling when she gives a soft whimper before her lips curl up in a sleepy grin.
“Morning,” I tell her, nudging her pussy with my cock.
She laughs and parts her legs for me. “This is so much better than an alarm clock.”
“I couldn’t agree more,” I say, sliding into her.
As soon as I start to thrust into her, I’m reminded of how damn good and right this all feels. I’m so caught up in how amazing she feels that it takes me a second to notice the small wince she gives. Fear rushes through me, and I immediately freeze in place.
“What’s wrong?”
“I’m fine,” she quickly says. “Just a bit sore, I guess.”
She tries to laugh it off, but when I slide into her again, she winces, and I throw back the covers, pulling my cock out of her with a quickness.
“No, it’s fine!” She tries to move away, but I grab onto her, terrified that I’ve hurt her. When I see the blood, my heart gives a painful lurch. It’s not a lot, but it’s enough. I look at her, shock and disbelief written all over my face. I’ve killed two men and hurt countless others, but not a second of that bothers me in the way those small drops of blood do. All I can think about is that I hurt her. I caused this.
“What?” I ask, like a giant fucking moron.
Moira hops up, taking the sheet with her and holding it against her body. I look down at the small bloody drops on the bed, the dried blood on my cock, and I feel like I’ve just taken a hard right hook that came out of nowhere.
“I was going to tell you,” she says, and her voice sounds so small.Sheseems so small, and it breaks my heart to see her like this. I’ve done this, I remind myself. This is my fault.
“What the fuck, Moira?” I curse myself for how my voice sounds. I sound angry and cold, and I don’t mean to, but I don’t know how to stop it. Why the fuck wouldn’t she tell me she was a virgin? I remember how rough I’d been, how hard I’d fucked her, and then I remember the tears I’d seen, and I feel like I can’t breathe. God, she must’ve been in so much pain, and I just kept on fucking her like a goddamn animal!
She looks at me like I’ve just smacked her before she angrily starts grabbing her clothes and running for the bathroom. I’m still standing by the bed, naked with my mind spinning dangerously out of control, when she steps out in the dress she’d been wearing last night. She doesn’t even spare me a glance, just runs for the door. My ass finally kicks into gear as I chase after her.