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Wakingup to Levi’s presence was just as reassuring as falling asleep next to him. He roused at the same time I did, and when I rolled over to face him, his lips tipped up into an adorable sleepy smile.
“You want to go get breakfast?” I asked quietly. He shrugged and yawned, stretching out his body. A surge of heat hit me as I watched him roll onto his back, muscles taut. The sheet tented over his morning wood and that was all it took for plans to change. He peeked his eyes open and looked at me with a question in his gaze. “Or we could stay in bed.”
“Do you actually want that?” he questioned. There was a hint of vulnerability in his voice, and I didn’t want that. I wasn’t scared anymore. It was impossible to ignore the pull my body had toward these men. We were going to face parenthood together, and I wanted to face everything with them by my side. I didn’t want to hold back anymore.
“I do,” I confirmed. He threw the sheet off and came over to me, straddling my hips and bracing his hands on either side of my face before leaning down to capture my lips. It was a sweet kiss that had my toes curling. But heat infused it in moments, our lips more desperate and our hands exploring. I savored his shiver when I ran my nails down his chest and hooked my fingers in the waistband of his boxers. He lifted his hips enough for me to shove them down, and once his cock was free, I wrapped my hand around it.
I froze as a flash of memory hit me. Levi and I on the rooftop in falling snow, uncertainty and hope warring within me, and the instant connection that had locked into place in that moment. It was gone as fast as it was there, but the feeling remained.
“Hey, what’s wrong? should I stop?” he asked as one hand gently cupped my cheek, and he moved back to stare down at me. His emerald eyes were so full of love and concern, but I was even more certain now, so I pulled him back to me, taking our kiss to the next level. My tongue danced with his, and my hand stroked his cock. He groaned against my lips, and his hips rocked into my hand. It was empowering to have him so turned on he couldn’t hold back.
He broke the kiss and pulled my pajamas off piece by piece, his eyes hungrily taking in every exposed inch of skin like I was a work of art. The way he studied me had my pussy throbbing and slick forming. I was wet from his gaze alone and desperate for more of his touch.
As if he could read my mind, he descended on me, his mouth latching on my nipple as his hand slid between my legs. I rutted into his hand as I sought out more friction than he was giving me. My body was on fire, and I was ready to burn beneath his touch.
“Fuck this,” he muttered as he moved down my body and pushed my legs apart. There was no hesitation as he dove in. He flicked his tongue over my clit before sucking hard enough that I cried out. He ate me out with every bit of enthusiasm he had so that I was writhing and screaming under him. My first orgasm slammed into me so swiftly my back arched off of the bed and my vision blurred. Pleasure coiled in my belly before soaring through my body until every fucking cell felt like it was coming alive, burning me from the inside out as he consumed me.
Before I could come down from the first release, he was shoving me into another. My hips grinded into his mouth as I came, and he didn’t relent until he was desperate for air. His face glistened with my slick when he pulled away, swiping a hand over his mouth before giving me a smirk.
“You’re delicious,” he teased.
“Fuck me,” I begged. “Now, Levi.”
“Gladly,” he promised as he got into position. He teased the tip of his cock over my swollen cunt. I was so sensitive that it sent a jolt through me.
Then he gave me what I needed, sliding into my needy pussy. Even though he had no knot, Levi was big enough that I could feel a stretch when he filled me. My mind teased me with images of him and Niko fucking me together, and I knew I needed to have a taste of it myself when he returned.
Levi’s fingers teased my sensitive nipples as he fucked me hard and fast. There was no more sweet reconnection, just feral fucking, both of us rutting into each other, desperate for the connection we’d both missed.
His fingers found my clit again as his movements faltered. I moved my hand over his, using his fingers to bring me to the edge and tumble over. As my pussy clenched around him, he came, filling me with his cum as my name echoed in the room.
We stayed connected while our breathing calmed, bodies entangled, reveling in the new bond we were forming.
Finally, he moved away and pulled me out of bed with him. The warmth of the shower and him massaging my shoulders calmed the last of my nerves. I breathed out a long sigh of relief as I melted into him, earning a chuckle and a soft kiss to my forehead. He offered no hollow reassurances, which I appreciated. We both knew this was hard on the other, and we were just doing our best to make it through.
“Okay, now I’m starving,” he said as he pulled on his clothes. “And now that they’ve handled breakfast without me, I’ll have to be on kitchen duty for lunch today.”
“So—” He silenced my apology with a kiss.
“Nope. Don’t you dare apologize. That was amazing,” he argued. “Now, come on.”
His fingers stayed in mine as he pulled me toward the dining hall. Kane and Avi’s gazes locked onto our joined hands as we walked in, and I gave them a tentative smile. For some reason, I didn’t worry about whether they’d be jealous. In fact, I had a feeling this would put them more at ease than anything.
Levi grabbed two trays, pulling mine along behind his as he expertly piled both high. Everything on my plate was something I enjoyed, and it was kind of nice to be taken care of so thoroughly.
We skipped the coffee, so I got us cups of juice before following him over to the table where my other mates waited. Kane snatched me up before I could sit in my seat, and I let out a surprised yelp.
“You smell amazing this morning,” he rumbled in my ear. The deep cadence had a shiver going down my spine, and my pussy was already waking back up like she hadn’t been thoroughly fucked. “Like sweet omega and sex.”
“Well,” I joked, “that’s accurate.”
“I’m glad you felt comfortable enough,” he said quietly. “You’re handling this much better than I would.”
“Well, alphas are emotional beings,” I joked, earning a playful pinch on the side. I wriggled in his lap until he stilled my movement.
“If you don’t want round two in front of the whole brood, you better stop,” he warned. I bit back a groan, and both Avi and Levi chuckled because my scent was totally giving me away.