“You okay?” I check. Sweat’s dripping off my face from the effort I’m exerting to keep myself from tearing her in two.
She blows out a stream of air and smiles. “Yeah. I’m good. Actually, no, I’m not good. If you don’t start moving”—she punches my hip lightly—“I’m gonna scream.”
“Say no more.” I start moving, shafting her with long strokes and then short ones, looking for that sweet spot, the one that will make her scream, clench her toes, and cream on my dick. On my next pass, I hear a gasp and then her legs try futilely to close around my hips. “There, huh?” I say and rub the head of my cock over that small spot of skin. I don’t need a verbal answer; I can feel her cunt convulse around me.
“Mmmm-hnmmm,” she says.
I power into her, making sure that with every stroke, my cockhead strikes that extra sensitive spot. She throws her head back and the long angular column of her neck is there for the feasting. Naturally, I latch on, biting and licking and sucking, all the while driving my cock into her hot, slick depths.
“Faster,” she urges. “Harder. Fill me up!”
I do as she orders. I pummel her with fierce strokes. I suckle at her neck and then her tits and then take her mouth. My tongue tangles with hers. Long nails score down my back. The heels of her feet thud against my ass as I claim her. It doesn’t take long before she’s coming, squirting her juice all over my cock. Slamming into her one last time, I let myself go. Hot streams of cum jet into her welcoming pussy. She squirms underneath me, but I clamp her close.
“Nah, we’re making a baby now,” I tell her. I know it’s happening. We’re going to make a baby, she’s going to be happy, and we’re going to live together forever. That’s just the way it’s going to be. I’ve claimed her now. I’ve made her mine. She can’t leave. I don’t give her a chance to protest. I’m still hard and she’s still in my bed. I lean down and capture her mouth.
She moans and wraps her arms around my shoulders to tug me tight against her. No matter what is going on inside her head, her body wants me. I can use that. I will use that. I will fuck her every hour of every day if that’s what it takes to keep her by my side. I’ll chain her to my bed, spread eagle and come in here and dick her so hard she sees stars. Tonight is only the beginning. It’s our new beginning.
18
Orchard
My body aches all over. I smile into my pillow, enjoying the fact that it does. I feel well loved. I roll over, slowly opening my eyes. The morning sun pours in through my window, but my stomach turns when I see that the bed is empty. I sit up, pulling the sheet to my chest to cover myself as I look around for Heath. Disappointment fills me when it shouldn’t.
I knew this would happen and I’d willingly made the choice to sleep with him last night. I know he isn’t here this morning. We’d made love again when the sun was coming up until I’d passed out in his arms. Maybe it wasn’t making love but I let myself believe that in the moment. Now it’s time that I face the reality of my situation.
There had been no words of love. In all the years that we’ve been married, the word love has not crossed Heath’s lips when it came to me. He promised he’d love any children we had but never extended that to me. I fight the sting of tears. I wouldn’t call last night a mistake because whatever it was had been beautiful in the moment, but I’d be lying if I said I hadn’t gotten my hopes up that it could be more. That we could be more.
“Heath.” I call his name as I throw my feet over the side of the bed. He could be in the bathroom. Or maybe he went to get us breakfast. That has to be it. He wouldn’t just leave the next morning. Would he? Not after the night we had together. It felt like we were starting over. A new beginning.
I push into the bathroom, flipping on the light. He’s not there and his clothes are gone. I grab my robe before heading out of the bathroom and down the hallway. I stop in the kitchen when I see Marth standing there.
“Would you like your normal cereal or can I make you something?” Marth smiles at me.
“Where is Heath?” I ask. “I mean no thank you. I’m not hungry.”
She only smiles bigger. “Heath left a little while ago.”