The bed dipped under his weight and Maxi’s knees fell open wider to accommodate him. She fought the impulse to close her eyes as he hovered above her. His gaze locked with hers as he settled between her legs, his steel-hard arousal pressed firmly against her sex causing a shock of bliss to explode at her center.
“You are so damn beautiful.” His words washed over as the pad of his thumb gently brushed against the side of her cheek.
“So are you,” she managed to respond.
His lips replaced his thumb and he began kissing along her jawline. He continued trailing a sensual path down her neck and further. By the time he made it to her breast she was panting heavily and her hips were rocking, grinding against his shaft as another release built from the pressure and friction of the intimate contact.
Needing to touch him, her fists uncurled and she lifted her hands to his head as she watched, mesmerized by the erotic sight of his lips sucking her nipple into his wet mouth. Maxi had never been that active of a participant in love making before, but now, with Billy she wanted to experience it all. She wanted to see, to touch, to taste, to feel everything.
As he lavished his attention on her breasts her fingers threaded through his hair and she rolled her hips in the rhythm that brought her increasing satisfaction. She let go, giving into the heady sensations rolling through her.
The slow build of her second release suddenly turned more intense when Billy flicked the tip of her nipple while his teeth bit down lightly around it. Sharp jolts of pleasure shot to her core pushing her up and over the edge of oblivion. White flashes of light burst behind her lids as she closed her eyes and continued moving her sex against Billy’s erection, riding wave after wave of blinding climax. Time ceased to exist as she gave herself over to the experience.
After what could’ve been an hour but was more likely minutes she floated back from ecstasy, her body still trembling with tingling sensations. Without even making a conscious decision her eyes automatically opened.
Billy was cradling her face gently in his hands. He pressed a kiss to her forehead, then her nose and cheeks whispering how hot she was, how bad he wanted her, how hard she made him. His words fanned the flames of desire that somehow were already burning brightly through her once again.
She couldn’t believe that this was really happening. That this wasn’t a fantasy or a dream. She’d never had one orgasm during sex, but now she’d had two and her body was primed for a third before they’d even gotten to the main event. How was that possible?
Trying not to overthink it, Maxi focused on other things. Like the weight of Billy’s body on hers. Or the masculine scent that was a combination of his soap and him. The insistent press of his hips against her inner thighs. She wanted to memorize each and every detail so she wouldn’t have to use her imagination when she remembered this night.
His hand left her jaw and moved down the side of her torso before dipping between their bodies. His gaze locked with hers as his finger trailed up and down her folds.
“You’re so wet, so ready,” he rasped, his lids growing heavy.
She was about to say, “That’s what happens when you come twice,” but before she was able to form the words he positioned his engorged head at her opening and pushed in. In one long, measured stroke he entered her, filling her completely, stretching her body to its limit.
Biting down on her lower lip, she inhaled sharply at the sting of his intrusion. Her nails dug into his shoulders as her body adjusted to him. Beneath her touch his muscles jumped as he tensed.
Lowering his forehead to hers, his fingers gripped her hips firmly as he growled, “You feel so tight…so good. So fucking good.”
The sound of his voice caused her inner walls to pulse around his shaft and he let out a deep, guttural moan of satisfaction. She loved that it was her body that was causing him pleasure.
Lifting up on his elbows, he gazed down at her with an intensity that she felt all the way to her toes. His eyes darkened as he gently pulled out of her, inch by inch, before driving back into her with force. What started as a slow and steady rhythm quickly increased into a more frantic pace. Pleasure whipped through her and she lifted her hips meeting him thrust for thrust as her body took all of him again and again.
Just when she thought that there was no way she could ever feel more connected to another person he covered her mouth with his and took their intimacy to a whole new level. She instantly parted her lips as his tongue slipped between them and swept inside, claiming her. After all they’d done, this was the first time that they’d kissed. It was blissfully urgent and exploratory. His firm kiss was demanding and she gave herself over to the passion as he ravished her.
Her hands roamed up and down the muscular planes of his back, now covered with a thin sheen of sweat. Their bodies moved together in a sensual dance, over and over as he thrust in and out in punishing strokes pushing her body closer and closer to release.
Unlike the first two orgasms she’d had that were slow to build, this one hit her suddenly in a chain of shuddering spasms. Almost intolerable pleasure rocked her as she came with soul-shattering explosiveness. Her back arched at the intensity and she cried out as she felt him press into her once more and stiffen with his own release.
She was still gasping for breath when his body relaxed and he collapsed on top of her. His own breaths were shallow as he buried his face into her neck. As she was recovering from the most transcending, mind altering sex she’d ever had, ever even knew existed, emotion began welling up in her and tears pricked at the back of her eyes.
What happened didn’t just feel like two people coming together for mutual satisfaction, it felt like two people becoming one. Billy was still inside of her and she wasn’t sure where she ended and he began. How was she ever going to go on with her life knowing that she could feel like this? Knowing that this was possible? She had to remember it wasn’t. This wasn’t real. They weren’t in a relationship.
Suddenly, the reality of what they’d—of what she’d—just done, crashed down on her. Her hands moved to Billy’s shoulders and pushed as she writhed beneath him, needing to get up and away from the man that she was afraid would be the greatest heartbreak of her life.
Billy gently slid out of her and rose up so that he was balancing a good portion of his weight on his forearms. “Are you okay? Am I hurting you?”
“No.” She shook her head and blinked, hoping that he wouldn’t notice the moisture pooling in her bottom lids. “I just…need to get up. I need to go to the bathroom.”
I need to go to the bathroom?If her arms weren’t pinned beneath Billy she would’ve given herself a face palm. Apparently mornings after weren’t the only time her awkwardness shined, she could now add post coital to the list.
In one fluid movement, Billy pushed off of the bed and pulled them both up so that they were standing. Naked. He seemed totally comfortable in their state of undress. But unlike her earlier confidence, she felt exposed. Without saying a word, she rushed past him and made her escape to the bathroom.
When she shut the door she had a moment of relief that she was alone. But it was gone as fast as it had come when she realized that she was going to have to face him. He was living with her for… who knew how long.
Shit!