“Well, I’m glad I could surprise you, because you’ve been surprising the hell out of me since I saw you standing on that dock.”
I wasn’t sure if that was a good thing or a bad thing, but honestly, in that moment, I didn’t care. If I was being granted access to touch Jimmy I didn’t want to squander it worrying about what he meant by the comment.
“Are you sure it’s okay if I…touch you?”
“In the immortal words of John Mayer, my body is your wonderland.”
I grinned. Those weren’t the lyrics, but I appreciated the reference. It made me feel a lot less awkward, and anytime I could feel less awkward was a good time, for sure.
My eyes locked with his again, and the look he was giving me encouraged me more than his verbal permission had.
I lifted my hand and noticed it was trembling as I moved it back to where it had landed. His thighs twitched as I ran my hand over his zipper, and I could feel his erection jump beneath it. My fingers cupped him, and my palms tingled as I moved my hand up and down his length.
He exhaled audibly through his nose and his hands gripped the seat beside him.
From the look on his face, I assumed that was a good thing, that what I was doing felt good. I hoped I wasn’t hurting him, but I assumed he’d tell me if I was. The more I touched, the faster his breaths came.
Seeing him so affected by my attention caused something to rise up inside me. An impulse. An urge. A compulsion, maybe.
I’d never acted on any of my crazy, impulsive ideas before. Well, today was going to be a new day.
“Can I…take it out?” The question came out as a whisper, not as powerful as I’d wanted it to be. But hey, I’d asked. That was something I’d never dreamed of doing a week ago.
“You can do whatever you want.” His voice was low and raspy and held a dangerous edge, one that caused a tingling sensation to shoot straight between my legs.
My fingers continued to tremble as I first unbuckled and then unzipped his shorts. In the recesses of my brain I wondered what he must be thinking of me, but each time that thought would come up, I’d look at him and the only thing I saw in his amber stare was desire. No judgment. Just pure need.
As soon as the zipper was down, I moved the flap on his boxer briefs to the side and his dick sprang out like a jack-in-the-box. I jumped a little, startled.
“Sorry. He’s a little excited you want to play with him.”
I smiled, feeling more at ease with Jimmy than I’d ever felt with another person in my life. Which was strange because, well, he was a stranger. But somehow he didn’t feel like that. And I was definitely getting to know him more intimately than I’d ever gotten to know another person in my life.
My slender fingers wrapped around his thick girth and I gripped him tightly. When I squeezed, his head fell back and another moan ripped from his chest. A surge of power, control, and arousal rushed through me. I moved my hand up and down and felt him grow larger.
His skin was silky smooth and his penis was rock hard. It felt like satin-covered steel. I wasn’t sure what I’d expected a penis to feel like, but this wasn’t it. I loved the sensation of my palm sliding along his taut skin.
I felt pulsing in my hand and I wasn’t sure if it was mine or his. But I liked it. With each pass of my hand, his breathing grew more and more shallow. When I saw a tiny bead of arousal appear on the tip of his head, I had the urge to taste it. So like everything in my life these days, I did. With a boldness I hadn’t even known I possessed, I leaned down and pressed my lips to him in an open-mouthed kiss.
He hissed in response as I slowly licked across his engorged crown and lapped up his seed. He tasted sweet. When the flavor hit my tongue, it set off a thunderstorm of sensation deep in my core.
My inner walls clenched and I could feel pleasure begin to swirl low in my belly. I’d always heard women complain about oral sex, like it was a chore. But I was thoroughly enjoying myself.
Acting purely on instinct, I sucked him deeper into my mouth, my hand still wrapped around the base of his manhood.
“Oh, fuck,” he grunted.
I repeated the motion several times, keeping my lips suctioned tight around his shaft as I moved my mouth up and down his rock-hard erection.
The next thing I knew, Jimmy’s fingers wrapped around my ponytail as my mouth slid up and down his shaft. Sucking him, taking him in my mouth, felt so different than I thought it would. I’d never expected to feel pleasure from giving rather than receiving oral sex. Sure, I’d read romance novels and some heroines described a feeling of power and control while pleasuring the hero, but I thought that was just the fantasy, not reality. And in my reality, I felt like my own release was building with his.
I’d just gotten into a rhythm when Jimmy’s hands tightened around my hair. The stinging sensation sent tingles racing straight to my core.
“Bella,” I could hear the warning in his tone. “I’m gonna…”
The next thing I knew, he jerked my head back and turned his body to the side, grabbing something off the ledge beside the bench. I dropped back on my heels and the reality of what I’d just done hit me like a ton of bricks. Before he turned back to me, I scrambled to stand and excused myself to go use the bathroom.
As I rushed below deck my heart wasn’t just racing, I felt like it was flying. My entire body was shaking from all the different emotions and sensations that were rioting through me. Relief washed over me as I stepped inside the small enclosed space and pushed the accordion door shut behind me. I needed a moment to gather myself.