He locked his gaze on me, drawing me into him as if he were a hypnotist. I couldn't look away. He grinned, an expression that made my heart soar. After weeks of him pulling away from me and avoiding me, I hadn't realized how starved I'd been for him.
It was like he was the only sustenance I needed. I had to have him. "Ben," I whispered.
He slid his pants down, freeing his erection.
My eyes traveled down and my lips parted in surprise. He was a huge man, he towered above me and he was solid muscle, and oh so sexy. I shouldn't have been surprised that his cock matched the rest of him. Especially considering his hand was the size of my whole face.
He tossed his shirt aside and moved closer to me, setting his huge hands on my upper thighs.
My heart raced in anticipation, my breathing shallow. I'd never been with anyone this big before and I was a little nervous, but I wasn't going to let that stop me. Somehow, I knew this was supposed to happen. We were supposed to be together.
He pulled me to the edge of the desk so my ass was barely on it and I wrapped my thighs around his waist.
Leaning down, he slid his hands up my stomach toward my breasts, cupping each with his hands gently. Then he lowered his lips to my right nipple, pulling it into his mouth and sucking. At the same time, he pressed his cock to my entrance, teasing me.
I gasped as tingles shot through me, all the way down to my center. Wetness grew between my thighs.
He moved to the other nipple and I threaded my hand into his dark hair. I tossed my head back as I gasped in pleasure. Between the feeling of his cock pressed against me and his tongue expertly caressing my nipple, I was already nearing climax.
Leaving the nipple, his lips traveled up to my neck, kissing along the way. He stopped, his face above mine. Panting he locked his gaze on me again and I felt like I was being pulled into those dark eyes. I never wanted to leave.
We didn't need words. I could feel his want and I knew he could tell how much I needed him.
He moved slowly, entering me a little, then pausing. I gasped as I adjusted to his large size. He moved in more and my pulse raced in anticipation. I'd never been filled this much before.
His gentle tempo was excruciating after everything else. I wanted him now. I didn't want him to be gentle.
I sat up a little, which moved my hips closer, and I grabbed his back, pulling him to me.
He thrust in completely and I cried out, at first, in pain, but he thrust a few more times and I adjusted until the pain was replaced by gasps of pleasure.
Digging my fingernails into his back, I held him close to me as he continued to thrust. Both of us were damp with sweat, breathing heavy in unison. My back arched as the pleasure increased with each thrust. Unable to contain it any longer, I cried out as an orgasm burst through me.
Ben pressed his lips to mine, claiming my mouth as I came again, moaning into the kiss.
He wrapped his arms around my back and lifted me so I was sitting, the two of us pressed together as he continued to thrust.
As a third climax simmered I dug my fingernails into his back as I tossed my head back, gasping for air.
Ben buried his face into my shoulder and just as I cried out with another orgasm, he bit down on me, sending shooting pain into my shoulder that mixed with the pleasure in a way that made my eyes roll into the back of my head. Gasping, I fought to take breaths so I didn't pass out.
Ben leaned his head on my chest, breathing just as heavy as me. I kissed the top of his head. He looked up at me and when our eyes met, something changed.
Something snapped into place and suddenly, it all made sense. All of my feelings for him rushed through me at once. None of it was logical but every primal thought I'd had about him seemed validated.
"Raven," he whispered.
I brushed his hair away from his eyes, taking in his handsome face. "I know."
"I wanted to tell you," he said. "I was trying to protect you."
"I don't care what you were doing, please just don't ever do it again," I said.
He stood, backing away from me. "We shouldn't have done this."
"I don't think we had a choice, unless I'm reading this wrong," I said.
He moved closer to me and took my hands in his. "I've put you in danger by claiming you."