He pulls out quickly and barely has time to take himself in his hand before his cum hits my stomach. I watch, fascinated, still moaning softly as the aftershocks roll through me while he covers me with his seed. Like he’s marking me as his.
“Oh, shit.” He falls onto his side, panting, and I can’t help but smile. I only fantasized about this a million times, but I didn’t know about the satisfaction of watching a hot, sexy, commanding man fall to pieces because of me.
His first question doesn’t come as a surprise. “Are you all right?”
“Sore, but all right.” He gets up, returning with a wet washcloth like he did before. Once he’s finished, he helps me up from the bed, and I take a minute to myself in the bathroom.
I don’t look any different than I did before. There’s no change in me, nothing to say that I just lost my virginity. Inside, though? I’ll never be the same. And I owe it to him. I wish there was some way to thank him, but that would only sound cheesy and immature. It’s bad enough he’s twice my age. I don’t want to remind him of it.
Instead, when I climb into bed and settle in next to him, I ask the only question that comes to mind. “Was I okay? Did I do good?”
He smiles, and it lights me up inside. “You? You’re perfection in every sense of the word. You couldn’t have been better.”
“I mean, it’s nice to know.” I try not to smile like a total nerd, but I can’t help it. Knowing I pleased him brings me deep satisfaction. Maybe one day, I’ll have the time and energy to figure out what all of this means.
Right now, I’m exhausted, even after the nap we took earlier today. I can’t believe we were in the motel only hours ago. When I yawn, Colten pulls me closer. “Try to get some sleep. Tomorrow, we’ll figure out what to do next.”
“I trust you.” I don’t know where that came from, only that it felt right. I do trust him. I know he’ll come up with something to get us out of this.
I mean, that’s how it has to be. Because there’s no way I’ll be able to live the rest of my life without him. The knowledge settles over me as I close my eyes and drift off to sleep in his arms.