Devlin begins to move, agonizingly slow, teasing me with only a taste of what I want. “You know, you could have had Colt,” he says. “Grampa Darling didn’t give a fuck who wrecked you, as long as one of us destroyed the sweet little Dolce princess.”
My heart does a funny little drop in my chest. “What?” I breathe.
“It could just as well have been Colt,” Devlin says. “It wouldn’t matter to our grandfather. Would it matter to you, Crystal?”
Suddenly, I’m furious, and I shove Devlin hard, but he doesn’t budge. “You were just following your grampa’s orders?” I demand, the words lashing my tongue as I speak. Maybe I should be relieved knowing that like he said from the beginning, it really wasn’t personal. But all I can think is that all along, I was just a job to him—a job that some creepy old man told him to do. He didn’t pick me to go to his room that night. I picked him. I’d gone to homecoming with Colt. It should have been Colt. But I wanted Devlin, and so, I’d let myself believe I could have him.
And damn if I didn’t get more than I was asking for. He’s still fucking me, his cock bare as it sinks into me, his eyes taunting me, daring me to stop him. I want to stop him, to make him walk away aching for this, wanting satisfaction but not able to get it. But as he sinks into me to the hilt, that gloating grin still on his lips, I don’t know if I can stop myself, let alone him. He’s being an asshole, the kind of asshole that drives me over the edge.
“Get off me,” I growl at Devlin, bucking under him. He uses the position to go deeper, grunting as he flexes his muscles, giving me the quick, hard thrust he’s been holding back.
“Yeah, fight me, baby,” he taunts, his voice like honey as he smiles down at me. “You’re sexy when you’re mad. It makes seeing you lose control that much hotter.”
I pull back to slap him, but he grabs my hands, pinning them to the seat beside my head and fucking me harder, deeper, until I can’t breathe. All I can do is squirm and writhe under him as he holds me pinned, his cock pulsing deep in my center until I break apart around him, the orgasm coming quick and sudden, rippling through my limbs and leaving me dizzy and panting.
I don’t know how I can still come for this boy, not when he’s hurt me like he has. Not when it was all a setup from the start. I seethe under him even as I lie there catching my breath, feeling him fill me and complete me in a way no one else can.
Or maybe it’s not that no one else can. It’s just that he happens to be here, just like he happened to be there the night he took my virginity.
“Damn, that’s hot,” Devlin murmurs into my neck, his cock still full and straining inside me. “I love it when you cum on my cock. When I feel your cunt throbbing like that, it sends me over the edge.”
He pulls out and finishes on my stomach, his hot cum burning into my skin like a brand, claiming me as his own. He sinks onto me and cradles me in his arms, laying his head on my chest like he always does, like nothing happened.
I don’t say anything. I’m too angry and hurt, and I’m afraid I’ll cry if he looks at me.
“Guess I know how to make you feisty now,” he says, his breath still coming fast.
“Your grandfather set this all up?” I ask at last, when I can’t bear him holding me like a treasure when I know the truth now. That it’s all a lie.
“You knew that,” he says, not bothering to lift his head.
“No, I fucking didn’t,” I snap. “I didn’t know, you asshole. I didn’t know this was a fucking lie.”
“This isn’t a lie,” he says, drawing back to look down at me. “You knew it wasn’t real at first. I told you that morning. That doesn’t have anything to do withthis,Crystal.”
“I didn’t know you didn’t even want to fuck me,” I shoot back. “At least you could have wanted that.”
“I do,” he says, giving me a funny look. “I just dragged you out of school because I couldn’t wait two minutes to fuck you. That’s how crazy you make me, Sugar.”
“Get off me,” I say, shoving him again.
This time, he obeys, sitting up and tucking himself into his pants. “Why are you doing this?” he asks. “You knew from the start that I only took your virginity to break you—and your family. That doesn’t mean I didn’t want it.”
“I thought it wasyourplan,” I say. “I didn’t know someone else told you to do that. I didn’t know you didn’t even want to get in my pants, that you only did it because someone was forcing you to.”
He doesn’t say anything, and I know it’s true. He already told me that he doesn’t sleep around, so why would I think he’d fuck me when I was barely more than a stranger? It’s not because I was special to him, not because he knew even when he wouldn’t admit it to himself, or even because he was so attracted to me that he got carried away. No, it’s because someone made him do it.
I turn to the door, but Devlin grabs my hand. “Crystal, what’s this about?” he asks. “What does it matter if it was my plan or someone else’s? No, I didn’t plan to fuck you that day. I was pissed at myself when I woke up and couldn’t remember if I’d done something stupid while I was drunk. I don’t fuck around. You know that. But I wanted you so bad I couldn’t help myself.”
“Great. So I only got you because you happened to wake up horny, and I happened to be there.”
“No, Crystal,” he says, taking my hand. “You got me because when I woke up in that room with you, it was fate. I’ve been yours from the moment I made you cum for the first time. I never knew I could make a girl feel that good. But I knew I never wanted to stop.”
“Well, I’m glad I make you feel so fucking special,” I snap.
“You knew the truth,” he insists. “I’m sorry I did that to you, God, I’m so fucking sorry. You have no idea how much I wish I could go back and do it over, make it different for you. Make it special.”
“Well, you can’t,” I say. “And now I have to know that not only did it mean nothing to you, but you didn’t even want to do it in the first place. You were just going along with some creepy old man who apparently thought fucking me would ruin my family. So maybe before you obey him next time, you should think about what kind of sixty-year-old man goes around picking high school girls he wants his grandkids to fuck.”