"I don't like to be standing the whole day next to the reception desk with a smile on my face." He’s trying to make a joke, but I know for sure he's hiding something. When he notices my concern, he adds, "I want to learn everything about the hotel, from the bell boy's responsibilities to the general manager's. And one day, I'll become the boss."
He says it with so much confidence in his voice that I don't doubt for a second that he will.
"So you have two sisters? Do you have a brother?" I remember he mentioned a girl named Nikki, said she's his younger sister.
"I have two sisters, Nikki and Lory. They are both younger than me. Unfortunately, I don't have a brother. That would save me so much energy. I would shift to him all the duties related to explaining to my sisters how to behave correctly with men."
"I would love to have a brother who could teach me everything," I say with a smile, trying to imagine being the youngest in my family. I can't imagine it because Mom gave birth to me at nineteen. She was like a sister to me. "Especially how to behave with boys."
"I will teach you everything," he says with a mischievous smile. His eyes glitter with anticipation. "What do you want to know?"
He leans closer and places his lips on my neck, at the bend between the neck and the collarbone. I shudder. My body is immediately covered with goosebumps.
"You're beautiful, intelligent, and kind." He traces his lips higher, and I feel the vein on my neck pulsating from his touch. I hold my breath, unable to move. "And the way your body responds to my touches..." he chuckles. Then I feel his teeth gently biting my earlobe. "You're every man's dream, Camilla," He whispers into my ear and gives me a kiss on my cheek. "And when a man finds his dream, he can’t let it go."
When our lips finally meet in a kiss, I’ve already closed my eyes, unable to look at him at this moment. I feel embarrassed by those words, as if I do not deserve them. And I don't want to meet his gaze because I know what he'll see in my eyes: shame, guilt, pleasure, love...
I never imagined I could fall in love so hard, so fast. It's like a tsunami that comes unexpectedly. You can't avoid it even if you try; it absorbs you completely, without a trace.
"You smell so good, so intoxicating," he whispers into my mouth between kisses, exploring my body with his hands. "I never can get enough of kissing you, touching you, smelling you..."
I know!I want to scream but can't say a word. A wave of pleasure is covering me completely.
I dig my fingers into his hair, slipping it between me. My life has been so gray since the day my parents died, but this man filled it with colors from the first second we met.
"I want to taste, tease, torture you..." he keeps whispering. His hand raises my dress and squeezes my hip gently in his palm.
Since that first time in the library, he hadn't touched me there even once. We’ve kissed, we’ve hugged, we’ve talked, but that was all. I was afraid that he didn't like how it went that day and that maybe he didn't want to be with a girl who’d agreed to marry a stranger.
I was wrong. He said he wanted us to know each other better before the next move. I didn't know when it would be, although I knew my time on Riviera was limited. I hoped my first time would be on my birthday. It has always been a dream of mine. Still, I never expected it to be this intoxicating, this brilliant, this pleasurable.
"Spread your legs," he commands, and I do as he says right away, letting his hand slip between my tights. My panties are already wet, and it's not from the heat.
He pulls his mouth away from my lips, and I involuntarily moan in displeasure. I thought he would make me come with his fingers on my pussy and his mouth on mine like the last time.
"I want to taste you," he demands, looking directly at me. Those dark brown eyes express desire mixed with need. From his lips, it sounds like a craving he can't control.
I don't have time to proceed with his words before he gets on his knees in front of me.
Does he want to taste methere? The shock mixed with arousal spreads through my body, and my heart starts beating faster.
"I...mmm...Antoine..." I don't know what I want to say. Dissuade him? Simply because I'm shy? But that won't work. I saw his gaze, and he won't take no for an answer. And I'm too aroused to decline his offer anyway.
"Don't tense up, Cami." He looks up at me again. "I need this. Youhave tolet me taste you."
He sounds like those men in paranormal romance who confess that they are vampires craving their victims' blood. He sounds like he will die if I don't give him what he wants.
"You're gorgeous," he continues, spreading my legs farther in front of him.
He lifts my dress to my waist, exposing my lingerie. I feel ashamed that it's not silk or lace. It's just a regular white cotton thong, the only panties that matched my white dress. But when he looks at them, I see so much desire in that gaze that I feel like I could come just from that look.
Antoine gently takes my panties from both sides of my hips and slowly starts to pull them off.
I shudder, goosebumps spreading all over my body. I throw my head back, digging my fingers into the sofa's fabric.
"You're gorgeous," he whispers when sees my fully shaved pussy. I prepared myself for our date. I didn't expect him to see my pussy this close, but I wanted my first time to be today with this man.
I look down at him again when I hear him inhale deeply.