And that's when I realize it's the first time in my life I’ve felt like this, wanting to please a woman so much that I don't even care if I get my own release.
This thought might be scary, but for some reason, it doesn't freak me out. It seems like it's so natural that I want to give her everything I can and even more. I want to make her remember this night for the rest of her life.
The night which will never be repeated again,I remind myself because it seems like I’ve forgotten that.
I thought Savannah would need a couple of minutes to recover before getting up and continuing our play. Still, the second she hears what I say about her undressing me, she gets up again, smiling slyly at me and absolutely ready to continue.
My naughty little lamb...
While she unbuckles my belt, so slowly that I want to die, I realize that she's doing it on purpose, torturing me, testing my patience.
I hold out a hand and place my palm on her gorgeous breast, massaging it and then grabbing her nipple and squeezing it hard between my fingers.
She cries out, opening her mouth and digging her fingers in my belt.
I swallow her cry with a kiss and take her other nipple between my fingers. And then I squeeze them both again, making her moan into my mouth.
She begins to act faster, unbuckling my pants and quickly unzipping them. She doesn't hesitate before taking them off together with my boxers, and my swollen cock springs free in front of her.
I take off the rest of my clothes, throwing them on the floor.
Savannah's looking at me with a mischievous smile on her face, as if she knows exactly what's going to happen next and is waiting for it with pleasure.
To be honest, I'm not as sure about what's going to happen as she is. I’ve never had sex with a virgin, not even once. And no matter how much I want to be inside of her, I don't want to hurt her. The desire to punish her evaporated somewhere between our kisses. Now all I want is to treat her tenderly, savoring her body and giving her the pleasure she’s never had.
For the first time in my life, I feel something weird inside of me, something I have never felt before: a warm flowing pleasure spreading all over my body and concentrating mostly inside of my stomach.
The feeling I have for her scares me but excites me at the same time, so much that all I want to do is continue this torture and never stop.
I lean lower to take off her shoes, and when they're gone, I gently take her by the waist and lift her up to arrange her at the center of my bed, placing myself between her long, gorgeous legs.
Savannah doesn't lie still. She strokes my shoulders and abs with her fingers, brushing them all over my body, giving me the tender pleasure I never knew I needed.
"I want you inside of me," she murmurs, licking her lips and looking straight into my eyes.
"You're not ready yet," I retort, leaning closer and wrapping my lips around one of her nipples.
"I...am..." she whispers abruptly, arching her back, giving me a better angle to suck her nipple harder into my mouth.
I take her other breast in my palm and squeeze it, leaning on my other elbow so I don’t crush her tender body under my weight.
Her small, puckered nipples are so tender that even when they're erect and firm, they're still so soft that I am almost afraid to suck them in.
But I'm not able to stop myself, so I move them closer to each other with my hands and suck them both so hard into my mouth that Savannah screams loudly in response, scratching my back with her nails and squeezing her legs, pushing her knees into my elbows, unable to hide her center from me.
"No matter how painful it was, I'm going to hurt you even more. You know that, right?" I raise my voice, at the same time placing tender kisses to her breasts, savoring her nipples as if apologizing for hurting her.
I don't know what I'm more angry about: that she’s allowing me to take her virginity and hurt her, or that I'm not able to stop myself from doing it.
"You're not hurting me," she whispers so quietly that I have to lift my eyes and look at her to make sure that she said something. "I like it," she repeats and bites the corner of her lower lip, trying to hide a sly smile.
I smile back, and the warmth centered in my stomach somehow spreads all over my body. A strange, unfamiliar feeling covers me completely, so much that I feel my chest start burning.
I want to be inside of her. I need that as much as I need to breathe.
But I also want to take her tender body, squeeze her in my arms, and never let her go.
Fuck, what is happening to me?