“This is everything,” he said reflexively.
“I’m not sure.”She hesitated for the first time that afternoon, though her pussy was squeezing him harder, rippling around him faintly as it did right before she came.It caught him by surprise when she jammed her hand between them and worked a finger in beside his shaft, wriggling along his length and making it even more difficult to maintain his steady pace.
“Oh, I’m positive.”He was going to fucking lose it in her any second.
“Don’t ever be afraid to tell me how to make this better for you.What you crave.”She withdrew her finger, then wrapped her arm around him and slid it down the center of his back until it reached his ass.
“What are you—?”He tensed, but not enough to prevent her from hitting her target.
Her slippery finger ringed his hole before pressing against the center.
“Oh fuck.”He groaned and collapsed onto Joy, probably smothering her with his weight.She didn’t seem to mind.Dane kept grinding on her—afraid of dislodging her hand, which could barely reach his ass—as she impaled him.
And when she began to rub his hole from within, using the same rhythm he kept as he traced slow circles on her body, he knew their session was about to come to an end.A glorious, grand finale the likes of which he’d never experienced before.
“Joy!”he shouted.
“I’m with you,” she promised.
It was the most arousing thing he’d ever heard.He had Joy.She accepted him for who he was, his past, his mistakes, and his passions.
What more could he want?
He needed for her to feel the same.And he was pretty sure she did when she began to tremble beneath him, her pussy hugging him so tight he was afraid she might leave a permanent dent in his dick.
It would be worth it if she did.
Dane stared straight into her wide-open eyes as he let himself tumble first.He trusted that she would keep her word and that she was falling too.They were in this together.
His ass clenched on her finger several times before his release poured from his dick, deep within her.Dane flooded her pussy with so much come that it squeezed out beside his dick and still he kept shooting, his orgasm extending far beyond usual.
Joy screamed and clasped him with both her legs and her free arm.She bucked, impaling herself on his cock with every subconscious flex of her body.
In that moment, Dane realized he’d been wrong about a lot of things.He’d thought he was experienced, that he’d done pretty much everything there was to do in bed, but he’d never done this…had pure, emotion-fueled sex with the woman he would love until his dying breath.
Long after his balls were empty and she’d melted beneath him, he stayed embedded within her, afraid to leave paradise now that he’d found it.They touched each other all over, with comforting strokes that mellowed them both out.
For the first time, maybe in his entire life, Dane was content.
Only when he wilted and finally slipped from her did he lean over, grab some baby wipes from Arden’s changing station and take his time cleaning the fluid that had been expressed from her breasts, and the rest of their bodies.Proof of the impact they had on each other.
The fact that Joy let him tend to her meant nearly as much as the revolutionary release they’d shared.She trusted him, and for the first time, he might be starting to believe in himself as much as she did.
Dane burrowed into his pillow and drew Joy to him, wrapping her in his arms and legs, sheltering her as much as possible with his body.He might not always be able to keep her safe from the outside world, but he swore then and there that he was done injuring her with his own insecurities.
Running away was no longer an option.
“I love you, Joy,” he promised.
“I love you too.”She seemed like she wanted to say more.
“But?”
“I also love Walker,” Joy whispered.“What’s wrong with me?”
“Whatever it is, I’ve got the same problem.”Dane shrugged.“I’m not sure how it happened, but this is how it is now.How I am.And honestly, I think it’s how Walker is too, even if he’s still trying to avoid the truth.”
“He tries so hard to control everything.To make the world around him behave as he thinks is best.”Joy sighed.“I imagine it’s difficult for him to accept a curveball like…well…whatever it is the two of you have together.”