He grips my pants, sliding them down my legs. Sitting up, I grab the buckle of his pants, trying to undo it, only then realising how bad my hands were shaking. He grabs my hands, stopping them from trembling a worried look on his face as he looks down at me.
“We can wait, Lily” He says, and I know he can feel how nervous I am and the fear running through me.
“Why are you scared?” He says, I shake my head embarrassed knowing I am being irrational. Damien grips my chin, forcing me to look at him.
“Tell me” He says, examining my face.
“Amber told me it hurts, okay” I sigh.
Damien stops, before letting go of my face. “Do you want to stop?” He asks and I can feel how badly he wants to through the bond but doesn’t want to pressure me.
“No, I want to,” I tell him, running my fingers down the tight muscles of his abdomen, he kisses me before undoing his belt buckle and stepping off the bed and removing his pants. Watching as I sit up on my elbows. His erection springs free and I gulp. I knew he was big but now looking at it, knowing what we are about to do it seems quite intimidating and I don’t know how it is possibly going to fit.
“Lily, look at me. Don’t think about” He says as he climbs back on the bed, making my eyes snap to his and away from the weapon between his legs.
Damien pushes my thighs apart, kneeling between them. He tugs my shirt up and over my head before reaching around and unclasping my bra with one hand. My breasts tumbling out on display for him. Damien kisses me before pushing me back on the bed.
He leans down kissing my lips gently at first before his lips become demanding, I feel him bite down on my bottom lip before sucking it into his mouth, his fingers running down my neck and over my breast to my nipple before he pinches it between his fingers making me hiss slightly, before his hand trails down my sides and brushing my stomach before moving between my legs and rubbing me through my panties.
I moan at the friction and can feel how damp they are as his fingers keep teasing me.
Damien kisses my neck, nipping and sucking my skin, and I feel his fingers push my panties to the side before running along my wet lips separating them. I hear him groan against my neck before sucking on my mark, my hips moving against his fingers from the sparks rushing throughout my body. I feel him work his finger inside me, stretching me as he slides his finger in and out, his lips moving down my neck to my breast and I feel his teeth bite down on my nipple before he sucks it into his mouth, while slowly pulling his finger out of me and adding another, my hips moving against his fingers as arousal floods me and I feel myself getting wetter as pleasure washes over me.
He continues nipping and sucking on my skin, moving down my body before he pushes my legs further apart and sucks on the inside of my thigh, making me gasp. I can feel his warm breath on my lips before feeling his hot tongue lick a line from my ass to my clit before sucking it in his mouth, making my hips roll against his face. My hand goes to his hair as I try to tug his face away and shut my legs. I feel his hands gripping my thighs pulling them further apart as his tongue swirls around my clit licking and sucking making me moan loudly and my hips move against his face.
My skin heating up and my stomach tightens, Damien speeds up his movements making my back arch off the bed and my toes curl as I feel my orgasm reach its peak, sucking on my clit harder sending me over the edge and I feel my core pulsating and my skin become flushed, moaning loudly as wave after wave crashes over me making my legs tremble and leaving me breathless.
I feel him kiss my thigh before moving between my legs, his arms on either side of my face and I can feel his cock rub against my slit making me tense.
He kisses me and I can taste myself on his tongue as he deepens the kiss, making me moan into his mouth and move my hips against him as his cock rubs between my wet folds. Damien’s hand pushed my leg up along his ribs and I felt him position himself at my entrance before pushing the head of his cock inside me before slowly sliding in.
Burning pain makes my eyes water as his cock stretches me. I squirm underneath him, trying to adjust to the feeling and Damien stills. My body is tense and I forget how to breathe.
“Breath Lily, it will stop once I am completely in”
“Isn’t it already in '' My voice sounded like a pained squeak. Damien chuckles, shaking his head before kissing my lips softly. I try to move up the bed, but Damien grips my shoulder, holding me in place before using his other hand to palm my breast, the pad of his thumb rubbing my nipple.
“Breathe” He whispers against my lips and I take a breath in and I feel him shove his hard length in all the way, hitting my cervix before he stills again giving me time to adjust to the fullness.
After a few seconds, my body relaxes and Damien’s lips go to mine, kissing me deeply. His tongue plays with mine before he nips at my chin moving his lips to my mark and sucking on it, my toes curl as tingles rush over my skin. I wiggle my hips and hear him groan before his lips go back to mine and I wrap my legs around his waist. Damien moves slowly before thrusting in harder and I grip his shoulders, moving my hips, meeting his thrusts.
I feel my stomach tighten and my skin heat feeling my orgasm building, his cock moving faster slick with my juices.
“You’re so wet” Damien groans next to my ear before kissing the side of my mouth. Thrusting harder and I move my hips to his rhythm. Damien grips my hips tightly as he pounds into me and I feel my walls clench around his hard length. The only noises in the room come from me moaning and our heavy breathing when I feel heat rush through me and I bite down on his mark, my teeth sinking into his neck he groans, and I come apart.
My walls clenching tightly around him, and I feel his movements become erratic just as I pull my teeth from his neck, my orgasm rippling through me milking his cock just as he sinks his canines into me, and I feel his hot seed spill into me coating my insides before he stills. I feel Damien lick my mark, making me shiver beneath him. My entire body is aching, and I feel breathless. He kisses me softly, but I am too tired to kiss him back and feel my eyes fluttering as I try to stay awake. I feel his flaccid cock slip from me before he rolls onto his back beside me, tugging me to him, and I place my head on his chest. His fingers trailing up my ribs, making me yawn.
Damien chuckles, kissing my forehead, his fingers trailing up my body and I relax against him as I slip into sleep.
Chapter 46
Unknown POV
Betrayal, that’s all this will ever be viewed as, I knew the risk, knew what I was leaving behind. But I couldn’t let him die. Couldn’t lose my mate, not even for the pack. He would hate me for what I am about to do. Hate that I betrayed the pack like this. Lily is my best friend and I never would have done this to her. But I can’t live without him. Live without my mate. I knew something was seriously wrong when he didn’t return from border patrol. Then getting home to a note on the door written in my mate’s blood.
Knew instantly, he has never been more than five minutes late home, always eager to get back to me. He was going to hate me for this. But at least he will be alive. I can live with him hating me. I can’t live with him dead.
Pulling the car over at the meeting place, I get out. Hoping to even just catch a glimpse of him. When the black SUV pulled into the parking lot. I watched three rogues file out of the car. Searching the park we met at. When they deemed it safe, one of them seized my arm roughly. The decaying scent of rogues filling my nose and I hold my breath to stop from retching.