“We need a condom, baby,” he whispered against my lips. “Just give me a minute.”
A soft hiss came out of him when his tip slid through my folds, and I reluctantly released him even though all I wanted to do was to feel him sinking into me. He rested his forehead against mine for a second, then gave me a tight grin and lifted himself off me.
After reaching for his pants, pulling a condom out of his wallet, and rolling it on, he was back, sighing as if he was just as relieved about it as I was. With his broad head already rested at my entrance, his dark gaze captured mine and his brow furrowed. “You’re sure about this, right? Once we do this, we can’t take it back. It’ll always have happened, no matter what.”
I put my hands on his cheeks, relishing the slight prick of his stubble against my palms as I nodded. “I’m sure. We’ll always have tonight, Colt. I’m okay with that.”
“Okay.” He let his eyes linger on mine for a second longer. Then he smiled and slowly lowered his head to kiss me as he pushed inside. He was huge, much bigger than I’d realized as a teenager who’d only seen or touched one cock—his—in her life. I’d been with a few guys since, but it had never felt like this.
Colt sent tingles rushing through me as he sank in, stretching me open and filling me completely before he was fully seated. The purest form of ecstasy shot through me and I looped my arms around his neck, moaning when he withdrew and again when he thrust back in.
Our mouths never parted as we moved together. Both of our bodies were eventually covered in a thin layer of sweat before Colt swore into my mouth. “Fuck, Emma. I’m so close and I’m not sure if I can hold back.”
“So don’t,” I replied, my lips moving against his as I felt the first stirrings of yet another orgasm of my own. “I’m going to come with you. Let go, Colt. I’m ready.”
Part of me wished I could look at him as the pleasure overtook us both, but I couldn’t keep my eyes open and he didn’t stop kissing me. It became sloppy and wild, but it was still possibly the best kiss of my life considering what was happening with it.
Afterward, as we lay together and caught our breath, I was astounded by what had just happened. I hadn’t intended to have sex with him, but here we were. He held me tight, still planting kisses on my naked flesh as his breathing returned to normal.
Once it had, he gave me one final kiss and rolled off me, shooting me a look as he scooted to the edge of the bed. “Stay right where you are. I just need to take care of the condom, then I’ll be back.”
I watched his fine, naked ass rise off the mattress and walk out of the room to my bathroom, but once he disappeared into it, I got up on shaky legs and reached for my robe. As I tightened the belt around my waist, he came back into the room, his giant dick still half hard as he strode in like he didn’t have a care in the world.
Since he clearly had nothing to be ashamed about, I got why he could walk around so confidently while he was butt naked, but that didn’t change the facts. He stopped when he saw me standing and covered up, then cocked his head but didn’t say anything.
“You better hurry up and get back to your place before Teddy gets home,” I forced myself to say, even though it was the very last thing I wanted.
Still without moving and watching me closely, he eventually dipped his head in a tight nod. “I’ll do what you say, but I’m not happy about it.” A sudden grin broke out across his lips. “I wanted to cuddle.”
I laughed, pleasantly surprised that he wasn’t making this awkward and genuinely liking seeing him so light and relaxed in the aftermath. “Sorry, big guy, but you’re going to have to go cuddle with your pillow. We’ve got the wedding tomorrow, and you better be sober and ready to walk Teddy down the aisle.”
“I am sober,” he objected, chuckling. “Sober-ish, anyway. Definitely a lot more sober than I was when we left the bar.”
He paused, studying me as he walked over to the pile that was his jeans and underwear. “Are you sure you want me to go? I can always tell Teddy I slept somewhere else tonight.”
“No, you should be there. We don’t want her worrying that you’ve passed out and won’t make it to the ceremony on time. Plus, she’ll want to know where you slept and we don’t want to lie to her.”
After grumbling about it for a few more minutes while he hunted down his clothes and got dressed, he finally left but not before placing another searing kiss on my lips. My heart was still racing when I got back to my bedroom after walking him out.
I wasn’t sure how to feel about anything that’d just happened as I lay back down on my bed and hugged the pillow he’d collapsed on to. There was the faint scent of him lingering on it, and while it made me smile, it also made me want to cry.
The sex had been amazing, the best of my life, but it wasn’t likely to happen again. Even if it did, it wasn’t like this was the start of something awesome. Our relationship was going nowhere. Colt was only here for the wedding, and besides, he was Teddy’s brother.
I had to put him out of my mind. Forget about him and do what I’d promised myself I would, which was to make a concerted effort to get over him once he left. Logically, I knew it was what I had to do, but deep down inside, I also knew that I was always going to want him.
Fuck.
19
COLT
“Islept with the maid of honor last night,” I confessed to Parker after checking to make sure Teddy and Scott had left the house to go get ready at their respective suites.
He’d called to wish me luck for the day, but now that we’d talked about the wedding, I found myself needing to tell someone about Emma. My friend let out a burst of laughter, but it didn’t sound very surprised.
“You’re finally back in the saddle again, huh? That’s good news, bro. I was starting to worry that you were never going to get back to it.”
“Thanks for thinking about my dick,” I replied laughingly. “He and I both appreciate the concern, but there’s nothing to worry about, except that said maid of honor is my sister’s best friend and the girl I had a thing with before I left Rockdale.”