The overwhelming pleasure of my godfather’s cock thrusting into my wetness has me rolling my eyes to the back of my head.
“That’s right, my angel,” he growls. “Give into it. Give it all up for me. I’ll rip it all away, anyway. You’re mine now. You’re mine forever.”
I can’t muster a response. My body is succumbing to his punishing touch, erasing every other thought from existence. I’m no longer Tallulah Gunn. Xavier has turned me into his willing plaything, and I have a feeling there’s no going back from this.
“I know you’ve never come before,” Xavier whispers in my ear. “But you will, for me. Tonight.”
I don’t know what an orgasm feels like. All I know is, there’s an overwhelming feeling of pleasure exploding inside me, and I don’t know how much longer I can hold it back. The restraints I’ve placed over my emotions are loosening, threatening to make me give it all up for him. I’ve forgotten about my purpose so quickly... It feels like there’s no coming back from this.
“You’re getting close, aren’t you?” Xavier smirks, kissing me deeply. I’m afraid to respond and afraid he’ll see right through me. I don’t know what’s worse - Xavier realizing what I’ll do, or seeing me succumb to his wicked desires, unable to stop myself.
“Just admit it,” Xavier continues. “Tell me you’re close for me... I won’t finish before you say it.”
I shiver beneath his touch, still tasting his minty breath from when his lips were on mine. But now there’s another feeling developing inside me - dread. Dread because I know this can’t go on forever. Soon, I’ll have to kill him and fulfill the promise I made to my parents.
“Tell me!” Xavier roars.
“I’m, I’m... I’m close,” I manage to get out as more tears roll down my pink cheeks. “Please, Xavier. Make it feel better.”
Our eyes connect, his dark gaze boring into me and staring right into my soul.
“Please make me come,” I blurt before I can stop myself. “Please, Xavier. I want to know what it feels like.”
He cages my face between his large palms, hissing, “I should deny you until we get married. Not give you any pleasure at all.”
“N-No,” I stutter in a panic. The thought of not reaching my climax is more terrifying than the thought of stabbing, hurting, killing my godfather. “Please, I want to know what it feels like. Please, Xavier... show me.”
He thrusts again and my body arches off the bed, eager to get as close to him as possible. I want him. I want this life, the one I signed off on when my parents told me the truth. More tears fall down my face, reminding me this is a fantasy that will always be out of reach for me.
Because it has to be. Because Xavier must die.
But right now, I can’t think about anything other than the pressure building right in my center. This must be what it feels like. The overwhelming pressure, the beauty and pain of it all, renders me speechless. All I can get out is a soft sob as Xavier continues thrusting into me.
“Come,” he growls at me. “Right the fuck now. I want your first orgasm coating my dick. And I want you to know I’m going to own every single one after this, too.”
His darkly dominant words send me over the edge. I want to cry, but the sounds ripping themselves from my lips aren’t reflecting that. Soon enough, pure pleasure takes over, pushing me to the edge of the cliff. I teeter there, hesitating, right on the edge. And then my guardian grips my fragile neck with his fingers, squeezing down tight. After that, there’s no more fighting with the inevitable.
My body explodes with pure ecstasy. I can feel Xavier’s cock inside me, every inch of him. He takes up so much space, stretching me to the very limit, to the point I’m convinced he’s doing some actual damage to my sensitive pussy. But he doesn’t stop.
As the moans rip themselves from my lips, he only thrusts harder, deeper. He grunts my name and I know he’s close, too. My orgasm isn’t subsiding either, coming to haunt me in waves of delicious, forbidden pleasure.
I don’t know how long we’ve been here, but I’m aware this is the moment my life changes forever. All my rules and training forgotten, I let go until Xavier curses and I feel him spilling his seed inside my tightly wound body.
No going back.
No regrets.
For one night only, I will be his obedient toy.
And for the rest of my life, I will regret what I’m about to do...
But there’s no escape. It has to be done, feelings be damned.
Chapter 14
When I pull my cock out of Tallulah’s trembling body, my cum gathers at her entrance. Quickly, I swipe the creamy liquid with my fingers, pushing it back inside her. I know we’re not married yet, but it’s not too early to work on the first baby she’ll give me.