As if my thoughts had conjured them, memories flashed before my eyes. It was surreal as if I were looking down at myself doing these things, but the feelings were real. I felt them now as if they were happening, or maybe it’s because I knew what we looked like together that made it seem so real.
I saw myself mark her, felt the raw emotions of lust and love rise up inside me as if we were back there now, back on that bed, wrapped around each other as I poured out my seed in her. Need rose up like an ache inside me, and before I knew it, I was turning her gently onto her back.
She made a sound which I swallowed before she came fully awake. I knew I owed her, but right this second, I wanted nothing more than to be inside her again. She came awake slowly as I lifted my lips from hers, and I saw the confusion in her eyes as they found mine.
“Ellie!” I called her name to let her know that this was me, not some specter from the past, but me, Nick, who wanted her with the same unbridled passion. Her eyes flared with recognition, and she started to speak again, whether, in protest or acceptance, I don’t know, but I didn’t give her a chance to form words. I’ll pay all I owe, but now, I needed to feel her, to feel us.
I started out slow even though my pulse raced, and my heart knocked hard against my chest. My lips were soft and adoring as they moved over her flesh, my fingers gently grasping. She didn’t complain or didn’t have a chance to because I fed from her lips as I removed her clothes while trying not to put space between us.
Only when she kissed me back when her arms came around me did I relax inside. I’d been afraid; I realize now that she would turn me away. That I’d gone too far in my ignorance for her to forgive me. Not that I would’ve let that stop me. Now that I know what she means to me, there’s no way I’m letting her go again.
I tried to keep up that slow, easy pace, tried to still the raging need that built up inside, but as soon as I had her bare beneath me, the good intentions flew out the window. By the time I had my head buried between her thighs, she was crying out for me, the sound sending a sweet thrill through me that went straight to my dick.
I spread her pussy lips open and inhaled her sweet freshness as memory ticked the back of my mind. Memories of being here before, of tasting her but memories weren’t as sweet as this. I gave her my tongue as I held her ass tightly between my hands, my fingers digging into her flesh, and felt my dick jump when she came in my mouth the first time.
I see now why I’d left so many marks on her body. There was a wildness beating away inside me for her, a need I never experienced before and doubt I ever will again, with anyone but her. Even now, my hands left marks on her flesh that were soon followed by my teeth as I bit and nipped her inner thighs before going back for one last taste of her pussy before making my way up her body to her breasts that were begging for attention.
I sucked one succulent morsel into my mouth and licked before biting into her flesh as my cock sought out her entrance. She was wet and hot and so soft when I slid into her. My eyes closed with unbearable pleasure as I sought her mouth again as her pussy snapped around my cock and sucked.
That feeling of wanting to cum and yet wanting to prolong the pleasure of being inside her chased me, and that’s when the fiery need became obsession. It wasn’t just Hal’s lust for the love he’d lost in this life that had driven me to excess; no, it was my own need for Ellie that brought that out in me.
Because now there was no hint of anyone else in the room, and yet my hands and teeth were more forceful as they roamed her body. The more I pounded into her, the harder I fucked, the more I wanted, it wasn’t enough. Nothing felt like it ever will be again. The baby, just as I’d pulled back to slam my cock in deep, I remembered that she was carrying my child.
That quickly, something switched in me. That fiery need became calmer though it stayed on the edges. I forced myself to go slow, to let the love overtake the lust just this once. Is this why grandpa had chosen now to reveal his secret to me? Did he know that I’d need to treat her with more care now that she was carrying my seed?