Paxton was in awe of the emotions guiding every action and how her heart rate accelerated at the promise of what his taut body promised. It was a perfect marriage to what her body needed.
“Kiss me. Please, Sir,” she whispered against his lips.
Their lips fitted perfectly, like they were shaped to mold together. She moved gently against him, exulting in the contrast of their bodies. Jared wrapped his fist around a tuft of hair at Paxton’s nape, growling into a kiss at her whimpered pleasure when he deepened it.
One touch and it was over. Jared had known it would be like this with her. He hadn’t been able to resist her from the first day. He felt electricity spark all over his body. From this point on it would be all lust— intense and intoxicating. Like always, it was his release, his escape, and his drug as he deliberately banned all emotions from his mind. He shuddered at the thrill of the primal need to copulate— to finally claim her as his; to mark her with every touch and thrust.
“Paxton, heed my warning. Take it—”
“I need you, Jared, beast or not, to possess me more than I’ve ever wanted in my entire life,” she pleaded in a voice raw with lust. Her breasts, with nipples swollen taut, surged against his chest.
He gripped her arms to force her back. His eyes glowed in the bluish tint of the night as he stared at her. The warning glimmer seared her with devilish intent.
“Remember I warned you, little one.”
“You talk too much, Bates,” she said in a voice filled with a lusty tenor.
She gasped as his hands curled around her hips. “Take my cock, sub. Impale yourself fully,” he instructed bluntly, the dark growl creating a delightful shiver to chase the excitement down her spine as she got into position. “On second thought... I want to watch the tantalizing shape of your ass as you fuck me. Turn around; I want your back toward me.” The feverish lust that replaced the warmth in his voice was undeniable.
Jared did his best to fight the vicious claws of desire clamping around his loins as he watched her follow his instructions. The raw passion driving her was unmistakable in the taut lines of her back as she straddled him, carefully positioning his cock at her entrance. She moaned as she carefully pushed down at the feeling of his hardness stretching her open.
“Fuuucck!” she cried as Jared pushed her down with one hard movement that impaled her to the hilt.
“Holy shit,” Paxton gasped, digging her nails into his knees, realizing that the beast inside Jared was now in control.
“Yeah,” he muttered. “Remember, I warned you, sub. Now, you’ve awakened the devil and he’s hungry to be fed.” He reached into the bedside drawer. “Lean forward and pull your ass cheeks open. I intend to play rough and dirty,” he ordered in a thick voice. The heart-shaped form of her hips catapulted his lust to surge with a throbbing demand through his veins. “More. I want your ass open for my pleasure, Paxton.”
She acted on instinct, too blinded by desire to deny him.
“Jared!” she whimpered at the unexpectedness of something hard and cold prodding her back entrance. “Fucking hell,” she moaned.
He was deaf to her hoarse cries as he began to plunge a black onyx dildo into her ass. He watched through half-lidded eyes the rhythmic plunges in and out of her narrow opening.
“Tonight I’m taking it all. I want more than just your submission, my pet. I aim to fuck you into kingdom come,” he growled. His iron control threatened to snap from the pleasure caused by friction of the glass plug against his cock through the thin membrane.
“It hurts but good lord, it feels good,” Paxton moaned, concerned about the dissociation in his voice. She knew he wouldn’t hurt her but sensed that he was creating a distance between— as he became uncaring, devoid of any emotion, driven by nothing other than lust.
She was surprised as he became gentle, the strokes inside her ass turned teasing. “Gaawd,” she fisted her hand around the duvet as he ended the next thrust by pushing it all the way inside her.
“There,” he growled, laughing as she screamed as the sound of two hard slaps on her ass cracked through the room. His hand fisted around a clump of hair as he sat up and pulled her against his chest. The beast inside him purred at her painful gasp as he squeezed her breast. His voice cracked ominously in the night. “You wanted the beast, sub, and now he’s demanding to be fed. Don’t piss him off by failing to offer what you promised.”
He released her hair as he laid back against the bed, his fingers cutting into her hips. He was overcome by the war raging inside him between the beast fighting to take control, like always making him forget about all restraints and taking what he was after— forgetfulness.
The only time his mind could turn blank with no past to hound him. There was only him… and his lust, losing himself in the allure of a woman’s body.
“Get on with it… or he will take control.” The darkness in his voice warned Paxton he was on the edge. She started to rock and undulate her hips.
“No, not like a timid little mouse, sub. You wanted to fuck me, but I’m the one who will dictate how you do it. Straighten your back, clasp your hands behind your neck and then ride me. I want a proper hard and wild ride.” He hesitated… his voice lowered. “A whore’s fuck is what I’m after.”
Jared noticed her back going ramrod straight as she quieted. He waited, ignoring the beast that clawed at him to force her to comply. The Dom inside him needing to feel and connect for the first time in years, won the battle. He had opened his heart to her as a man. Now was the time to do the same as a Dom. It was the most important moment in their relationship. The turning point to prove he’d chosen wisely, that she had the strength as a sub to soothe the animal inside him, to oppose him when he pushed too hard. He had been searching for the one woman who could make him forget his past, who could teach him the importance of a tender touch. Not to fuck blindly but to force him to feel as well and allowing himself to love and be loved. His breath caught in his throat as she lifted herself off his cock. She sat back on her legs between his thighs as she watched him through lowered eyelashes.
Fear gnawed at Paxton that if she didn’t choose her words wisely, it could be the end of the path they had embarked on. She winced at the hard glint in his eyes.
It was either do as he said or leave.
The moonlight caught the shimmer of her luxurious hair as she shook her head. “I’m not leaving.” Her voice sounded tremulous in the silence. “You’re my Dom, the man I chose to offer my sexual submission. It’s a position of honor, not only for me as your submissive but also for you as my dominant. The effort has to come from both sides. It’s the only way we’ll survive, Jared. I’ve been excited meeting your beast and feeding its hunger but the one thing I refuse to do is to submit to it to soothe the anger and emptiness raging inside you.”
She brushed her hands over his legs. “When the time is right and you trust me, I hope you’ll share with me what it is that drives the beast to shut down your ability to feel.” She smiled wryly. “I love a hard and rough fuck... at the right time and more importantly, for the right reasons. Using the beast as an excuse to absolve yourself for your inability to connect when you’re with a woman hasn’t helped you find a solution. It definitely isn’t going to with me either.”