He rolled on a condom, and I watched with heated eyes as he lined himself up with me. I felt the tip of his cock press into me, and he paused, looking at me. “Ready, Princess?”
I nodded, biting my lip. He bent down, kissing me as he pressed in. As he started to fill me, pain spread through me, and I gritted my teeth, breathing through it. Maddox kissed me harder, taking my mind off it.
“Almost there. You feel so good, Princess. Everything I ever dreamed it would be.”
I tangled my fingers through the back of his hair, pulling his head to me, holding on. Once he stopped, I breathed, trying not to freak out. The pain reminded me too much of the other time, and I didn’t like it.
“I need to feel good, Maddox. Please, make it feel good.”
He pulled back, seeing my eyes, and nodded. “I got you.” He started to rock forward, pulling back, and it got a little better each time. He pulled my leg up, pushing himself deeper. His thumb pressed against my clit, helping me not focus on the stretching. Each rock forward and pull backward led us to a rhythm, and I found myself moving with him. Soon, we were rocking together, and it felt better.
Maddox filled me fully, taking his time to feel all of me around him. His thumb on my button made my toes curl, and I found myself forgetting about the pain. “I need more,” I whispered, hoping he’d understand.
He pulled back, gripping my hips, and began to thrust harder, pushing into me deeper.
“Yes, that,” I moaned, the feeling increasing.
“Shit. I can’t…” he stuttered, tensing as he held me. He looked down, shock on his face. “I’m sorry. It just felt too good, and it’s my first time.”
I reached up, rubbing his cheek. “It’s okay, Maddox. We get all night, remember?”
He smiled, sighing in relief. “Yeah, we do. And while we wait for me to be ready, I’m going to take care of you.”
He pulled out and walked into my bathroom, disposing of the condom. I heard the water turn on and wondered what he was doing. He came back out with a washcloth. “I read that this might feel good.”
Carefully, Maddox placed it on my lady parts, and the heat did feel nice. He cleaned me up, taking extra care to be gentle. When he was done, he pulled me into his arms, kissing me softly. His hands kept exploring, and he moved down, kissing me all over.
“I need to map out every inch of you.”
“Feel free.” I laughed, not minding at all. His fingers found their way to my core, and he quickly brought me the orgasm I’d been teetering around.
“Yes, yes,” I screamed, my hands grasping at the sheets. Maddox kissed me, a smug look on his face, and I realized he was ready to go already. This time, he pulled me on top, and it didn’t hurt as much. All night, we tried different positions, only stopping for food and water a couple of times. We went through a whole box of condoms, but it was everything I could've asked for.
Standing at the door, he held me in his arms, his lips on my forehead. “I don’t want to leave.”
“I don’t want you to.”
He kissed me one last time, pulling away. “Will I see you again?”
“Of course, Princess. This isn’t goodbye forever.”
“So until then, we just pretend like we didn’t just fuck each other’s brains out?”
“I’ll never be able to pretend with you. This night has been the best one of my life, and it will be what gets me through the dark days ahead.”
“I wish you’d just tell me. I don’t know if I can do this again.”
“We have to. You promised.”
“I want to hate you. It’s easier then.”
“I know, Princess. I don’t want you to wait, though. Keep living your life, and when it’s our time, I’ll come for you, and we’ll ride off into the sunset. I promise.”
“Fuck, I love you, Maddox. Don’t make me miss you too much.”
He kissed me hard, tears falling from both of our eyes as he stepped away and walked out that door.
I slid to the ground, not even making it a step before it felt like the world was falling apart again.