“More,” I cry, so close and yet so far away from that imaginary finish line.
“Give it to her,” Ryder says. “I want to watch her come like that.” He rubs a hand over his jaw, his eyes darkening with pure lust.
“Fuck… fuck, yeah. Okay.” Styx ups his pace, driving his fingers inside me as his thumb rubs my clit. Pleasure saturates me, a tight coil building low in my stomach.
“Yes…” I cry, gasping for air. “God, yes.”
“That’s it, Kitten. Give him your cum, cover his fingers.” Ryder palms the bulge in his jeans as he watches.
“She’s fucking trembling” Styx rubs that magical spot inside me and the coil snaps, sending me flying over the edge.
“Fucking beautiful,” Ryder smirks. “But she’d feel even better clenched around your dick, brother.”
“Ryder, I swear to fucking God—”
“Stop. Please. Stop arguing.” My chest heaves as the lingering waves of pleasure rock through me.
“If you want me to forgive you, you’ve got to stop this. I can’t do it. I can’t choose. I won’t. I want you… both of you.”
“Kat,” Styx draws in a sharp breath.
“Please… I need this. I need—”
“We got you, Kitten.” Ryder grabs a towel off the hook and then stalks toward the tub. “Up you go.”
He helps me stand and then wraps the towel around my body, scooping me up in his arms.
“What about Styx?” I glance back at him, my stomach dropping at the torment on his expression.
“Give him a second, he needs to sort through some shit.”
I give Ryder a shy nod, burrowing against him. He’s so big and strong and he makes me feel safe. And he gets it, he knows what I’m going through.
“Gonna take real good care of you, darlin’.” He carries me back into Styx’s bedroom and lays me down on the bed.
“I need you.”
He steps back and starts stripping out of his clothes until he’s naked, his thick cock standing at full mast. “Lose the towel, Kitten.”
Slowly, I part the towel and bare myself to him, my skin pricking with anticipation. His hungry gaze moves down my body, leaving a trail of heat in its wake.
“See this, darlin’.” He fists himself, stroking from root to tip. “This is all for you. And only you.”
“Ry…” I fist the sheets, growing restless.
His deep chuckle reverberates through me as his knees hit the edge of the mattress and he crawls over me.
I reach for him, impatient and needy when a voice rips through the room.
“Stop.”
“Took him long enough,” Ryder smirks, dropping a kiss to my forehead. “Can we help you, brother?” He stands again, not caring one bit that he’s butt naked.
“You really want this, Kitty Kat? The two of us?”
“More than anything. But—” I stop myself and they both watch me as I try to gather my thoughts. “But I want it to be… permanent. I don’t want to be your dirty little secret anymore. I don’t want—”
“Kat, baby girl.” Styx stalks toward me in nothing but a towel wrapped around his trim waist. He drops to his knees at the side of the bed. “You want us,” he glances up at Ryder and back to me. “You got us. One-hundred-percent. But we gotta do this my way. The idea of sharing you again, it fucks with my head. I need to be in control. I need—”