“So am I.” Neil drew a shaky breath when Rob’s implication sunk. “Rob, think about this.”
“What’s there to think about? Neil, you’re the first man to take my virginity and you’ll be the last man I’ll ever be with, until death do us part.”
“You really mean that?”
“Come ride me.”
Neil took position between his legs. Heart thumping, Rob could hardly wait. Neil hefted his legs above his shoulder and uncapped the lube, applying a generous amount on his fingers and down Rob’s crack. Rob moaned at the feel of Neil’s finger, pushing into his opening. How many nights had he spent, alone in his bed, fucking his hand to the images of Neil doing exactly this?
“Be patient, baby. I don’t want this to hurt.”
“I want it to hurt, to feel you deep in me.”
Neil paused before sliding a second digit in, stretching Rob for his access. “I know.”
“You know everything about me then?” Rob teased, groaning when Neil lowered his body against his skin.
Neil kissed him, making his insides melt. He didn’t remember what he wanted to say.
“Not everything, but we have the rest of our lives to find out.”
Neil positioned his tip against Rob’s entrance. Groaning when Neil thrust his dick inside him, Rob kept his bound hands above his head. Needing something to hold onto, Rob fisted the sheet, moaning when Neil sheathed himself fully inside him.
“Breathe, Rob.”
Rob obeyed, forgetting how huge Neil was. He lifted his hands, putting them around Neil’s neck. The burn would fade away soon enough and pleasure would replace pain.
Neil’s breath was warm against his ear. “This first time I fuck you, it will be hard and fast so you’ll remember me and how perfect we are together.”
Beginning to move, Neil pumped in and out of him. Rob bit Neil’s shoulder, loving the taste of him on his lips. Finding a rhythm, Neil drove in and out of him, picking up speed. Neil fucked him deeper, the force of his thrusts making the bed underneath them vibrate. Groaning, Rob thrust his hips, eager to receive Neil’s cock.
Neil must have shifted his angle because his next entry sent Rob’s mind reeling and made him gasp in surprise. Grinning, Neil gripped his hips—hard enough to bruise, but Rob didn’t mind. He missed waking up in the morning and looking at the marks Neil left behind on his body. There was simply something primal and possessive about the gesture that stoked the fire inside.
All the years of misery and waiting had finally built up Rob’s longing into a crazy inferno that couldn’t be contained—not that Rob wanted the flames contained.
Neil aimed for his sweet spot repeatedly, driving Rob to the limits of his control. Balls drawn tight against his body, Rob sunk his nails into Neil’s muscled shoulder, but Neil didn’t seem to mind. If nothing else, Neil was spurred on, pushing in and out of him relentlessly and without mercy—just the way Rob wanted and had dreamt of for the longest time.
“Give it to me, Rob,” Neil ordered.
Hearing the firm authority in Neil’s voice had been enough to push Rob over the edge. Head reeling, heart hammering against his chest, Rob exploded. Every muscle in his body relaxed and he coated Neil’s ribs and chest with cum. Neil pushed into him several times before letting out a triumphant growl and shooting his load inside Rob’s waiting ass.
“Fuck,” Neil whispered.
“Fuck,” Rob agreed with a shaky laugh.
He managed to tug the end of the tie loose with his fingers. The fabric fluttered onto Neil’s back. With his hands free, Rob stroked Neil’s back. Pressed together like this, Rob could hear Neil’s heart beating calm and steady. For the next few sweet seconds, they said nothing.
They didn’t need to.