“You are a strange woman,” Paul said.
“Hey, try not to piss her off. I, for one, love being balls deep inside her and I do not want that to stop because you’re being an asshole. Speaking of assholes, how does yours feel?” he asked.
She covered her face and groaned. “This is going to be weird, isn’t it?”
“Nope. I have a feeling this is going to be totally awesome.” Leo kissed her shoulder and watched as her face turned a wonderful red color. His favorite.
Chapter Fourteen
Back in Greater Falls, Kitty Cat stared at the cake she had made. It was stupid, and this was a passion she hadn’t done in a long time. Baking was something other people did, not her, but she couldn’t resist. She hadn’t seen Caleb in a long time, nor had she played at the club.
Since moving in with Chloe, she hadn’t spent any time at the clubhouse, other than the parties. It was strange. The apartment had once belonged to Grace and Suzy, and then Chloe had joined the threesome, and now with both of those women moving out, it was just Kitty Cat and Chloe, the two fucked-up club whores who were trying to figure life out.
That was how she saw herself.
A club whore.
Chloe wasn’t anymore. She did use to sleep with the men, but since that hot lawyer had arrived, that had all changed. Everything was changing.
Including Caleb. The one man who she could rely on.
No one had stopped her as she made her way up toward his room at the clubhouse. Pixie had told her the other day that he no longer played in the back rooms, the secret backrooms at the clubhouse where some non-members were allowed to play with each other. Doms, submissives, anyone in the kinky lifestyle who liked to play in secret.
The Dirty Fuckers MC didn’t deal in guns, drugs, or anything illegal.
No, they dealt in sex, and play, and everything that people didn’t want to admit to. There was nothing illegal here though. Everything was legit, and the women who wanted to be played with, used, they could come here to find someone to do just that.
Knocking on Caleb’s door, she held her breath and waited. Seconds ticked by, and she felt even more stupid for waiting. Maybe he wasn’t actually home.
The door opened, and Caleb stood there. He wasn’t wearing a shirt, and he frowned.
“Kit,” he said.
It was the one name that he had always called her. She didn’t mind her name, Kitty Cat. It was a weird name, and yes, she had been bullied for it growing up and there were memories, dark memories, but she had long gotten over them. The biggest problem was the fact she never allowed herself to be comforted. Being used by men growing up, she hadn’t wanted anyone to comfort her. That had been her mistake.
Her past didn’t get to control her future.
“Hi,” she said. “Erm, I made you a cake.”
He looked down at the cake that she had made.
“It’s your favorite. I wanted to say I’m sorry. Like, really sorry. I didn’t mean to be awful to you, and a bitch, and everything else that I can imagine you’ve said.” She pushed the cake into his arms and then kissed his cheek. She had never done that before. “I hope one day you can forgive me.”
She stepped back, and smiled at him.
Then he did something that totally surprised her. He smiled right back. She had never seen him smile. “Would you like to come in?”
Kitty Cat looked into his room and smiled. “No. I’m going to make it up to you and I was wondering how you felt about coming to my place and we could have dinner?”
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Dane couldn’t believe he was helping prepare the clubhouse for Leo, Paul, and Skylar’s return. They wanted to have a wedding that brought all three of them together in front of the club. He was happy for them. Even though not many of the Dirty Fuckers were talking to him, he was still happy to see his friends happy.
Yes, he had fucked up. Leaving his family without a word, or even without getting in touch with them, had been an asshole move. Brandishing a knife on Lewis had been even worse. Sleeping with Teri had also been a fucked-up thing to do. Pretty much everything he’d done had been bad or worse.
“Hey,” Ryan said, coming toward him.
This was the hardest thing of all. Dane had screwed everything up with his kids, and his wife. Lucy had moved on. She was in love with Lewis, and his kids hated him, especially Ryan.