And you’re already lying to her.
Staring down at the sleeping face, he pushed some hair out of her face. He’d done a really bad thing. An awful thing, and just thinking about it, made him feel a little sick.
She didn’t know what he’d done, and when he looked at the drawer beside their bed, he saw the evidence in the condoms he’d bought from home. The condoms he’d pierced so that he had a reason to protect her.
You’re a fucking idiot.
Damn, fuck, damn.
She trusted him, and he saw that.
The trust would be destroyed if she ever found out.
Now he was torn between telling her the truth, and also ruining whatever chance they had.
Fuck!
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.
“What’s the matter, baby?” she said, opening her eyes, and smiling at him.
“What?”
“You kept saying the word fuck.”
“I said that out loud?”
She nodded, humming. “Yes.”
“It’s nothing. I was just thinking about you, and of course that’s what I think at the same time.”
“I love it when you make me smile, and you make me smile all the time, Pixie.” She rolled over, cupping his cheek. Lifting up, she pressed a kiss to his lips. “You’re so patient with me, and I love our vacation.”
“We’re heading home soon.”
“Yes, we are.” She rolled away from him again, and grabbed something out of a drawer. “I noticed you packed this.” She held up the kit he’d wanted to use on her in the apartment.
His cock went from flaccid to rock hard within a second.
“Would you still like to use it?”
“Fuck, yeah.”
Taking the kit from her hand, he cupped her cheeks, and kissed her lips. He loved this woman. He loved her kind heart, her adventurous nature even when she was scared, and every other part in between.
“I want to give you everything you’ve ever wanted,” she said.
He deepened the kiss, trying to show her with actions rather than words exactly how he felt about her. Sliding his hand down her naked body, he cupped her breast, fingering the nipple before moving to the next. She arched up against him. He didn’t break the kiss, continuing to tease her body.
Moving between her spread legs, he found her pussy slick and her clit swollen. He moaned as did she when he slid a finger deep within her. Her pussy tightened around his finger as he pumped it inside her.
“Please, Pixie,” she said, pulling away long enough to beg him.
“You want to come?”
“Yes, God yes.”
He pulled his fingers out of her pussy, trailing them back to her anus. He moved her onto her stomach, and helped her to her knees.