I can’t allow that.
But I also need some control. They can make me marry him, but they can’t make me give him the one thing that’s still mine. My virginity. My first time. I can only give it once, and I know who I want to trust with that.
I hold my face in my hands for a long second, inhaling until my lungs feel they will burst, then let it all go and let my head fall back until my neck cracks.
Do it. For you.
I pick up my phone and find Cyrus’s number. Tapping out the text feels irresponsible, but this isn’t about them, it’s about me. It’s about us.
Tonight is the one night I get for myself, probably for the rest of my life. I know how I want to spend it.
Me: Meet me at the gate to my house. Keep your lights off. Just come. No questions, please.
“Is this yours?” I stare in awe as we step off the elevator. My father is wealthy, but a penthouse like this would be beyond our means.
Was wealthy, I remind myself. Apparently he’s now unable to pay his debts, except with his daughter.
Cyrus shakes his head. “I’ve got it for the night. I didn’t want to waste time driving you across town to my place. Besides, my place is a little messy. There was sort of an act of God…” He presses his fingers on my lips when I start to ask what he means, then finishes. “So tonight we’re here, tomorrow you can help me pick a place for us.”
My heart is already breaking, knowing there will be no tomorrow. Just tonight.
I have to tell him the truth. That tomorrow my coach turns back into a pumpkin and I have to go back to my real life and if I don’t? Not only will my family be in danger, he will as well.
I know he would try to fix it all, but right now, I just want this night, and putting him in danger is not an option. I’ve made my decision. Right or wrong. Good or bad.
Selfish or selfless.
Maybe both.
I’m going to do what my father wants. But first, I need to live.
So I nod. “I’d like that.”
“But, first, I’m going to mark your pussy with my cum.” He grabs the back of my neck and kisses me hard. “Time for Daddy to show you just how special you are.”
CHAPTER 5
Cyrus
I didn’t know beauty before Anna.
I didn’t believe in soulmates.
I didn’t even believe I could feel love. Not like this.
I stare in awe as she unwraps the belt from her dress and lets it drop to the floor.
“Fuck me.” My cock throbs as I take her in from the top of her head down to her lavender-painted little toenails. My need to be inside her flames and a primal desire takes over.
“You know this is going to be our home for now. You are going to live with me. You are going to have my baby. Do you understand?”
She nods as her trusting blue eyes connect to mine.
A growl rumbles from my chest as I take a minute and just admire what’s mine. I know she’s lived well, but she’s going to learn to live even better. Whatever she wants, I’ll give it to her. Whatever she dreams, I’ll make it come true.
“Go get on the bed, baby. Hands behind your knees and spread wide for Daddy.”
“But, I want to taste you…”
“Do as you’re told. When I want your mouth, I’ll tell you. Right now, that pussy needs to be broken in and bred. We have a lifetime for everything else and trust me, we will get to it all, then do it again a thousand times.”
She backs against the edge of the mattress and does as I ordered, as I strip myself down to my birthday suit and see the terror in her eyes.
“That’s not going inside me.” It’s a statement, not a question.
“It will, baby. It’s what your body was made for.”
“Are you sure? That looks terrifying.”
“First time will hurt, I’m not going to lie.” I reach down and squeeze the base, making a drizzle of white cream drip from the tip as I climb on the bed and settle back against the headboard, curling my finger, telling her to come to me. “Climb on, baby.”
She eases forward, swinging a leg over my center as I grab her hips with one hand and my dick with the other.
“Lean down here and kiss me.”
Her tits are epic as she moves forward, they fall down and I imagine laying under her as they drip with milk and she brings them to my mouth, feeding me. Giving me the sustenance I need.
Her nipples graze my chest as we fall into a breathless kiss and I feel her reach down between us and slip her fingers around my erection, making me groan.