He slides back up and fucks my pussy with his tongue.
I moan. “I want you, Alex. I need you to fuck me. Please,” I plead between moans.
He is relentless with his tongue with each stroke. The man knows what he is doing because my legs begin to shake, I’m about to come all over his face and in his mouth. It has been so long since I orgasmed. After losing the baby, I abstained from touching myself. It felt wrong, and I didn’t feel I deserved pleasure when I failed to keep my baby alive. The need he has evoked between my thighs has me aching for him to slide inside me, hard and deep.
“Come for me, Luciana. I want to taste the cum from your pussy. You taste so good, baby. Your pussy is so tight I can feel you clenching on my tongue.”
I moan louder when he doesn’t stop. He sucks faster, twirling his tongue like a hurricane.
“Make me come.” My commanding tone has him pressing his thumb against my clit, then sliding into my pussy while he sucks my clit. I break.
“I’m coming, Alex.”
My cum leaks out and he sucks on a groan, while his tongue catches every drop leaking out. The sound of his lips smacking with mine below.
“Your pussy tastes good,preciosa.”
My eyes are full of lust and need. When he looks up after having his fill, he sees it and stands. His lips and chin are wet and full of my arousal. He picks me up, walks toward his bed, and places me on the mattress covered with satin sheets the color of metal.
He shrugs out of his khaki pants and then his boxers. His cock stands proudly, with a piercing at the end. My eyes watch in curiosity, never having seen a piercing on a cock before. He slides a condom on and kneels on the bed. The hard muscles of his abs flex when he grabs my thighs and opens them.
“Now, how do you want me to fuck you,princessa?” he asks.
“Like you want to fuck me. Just… fuck me. I want to feel your hard dick inside my pussy.”
He gives me a look like an animal that has been stalking its prey. He lowers his face and licks my pussy, trailing up my belly until he reaches each nipple and sucks each one gently.
“Do you know how beautiful you are, Luciana? Do you know you are asking me to take something another man thinks is still his?”
“I don’t belong to anyone. He chose her that day. The day I lost my little angel,” I say softly.
He kisses me, and I can still taste myself on his lips. My hands slide over his back as the tip of his cock hits the entrance of my pussy. He goes in slow, stretching me, and I feel so full.
He closes his eyes. “You are so tight. I’m going to fuck you so good.”
True to his word, once he hears my moans, when he moves inside me, Alex fucks me. He fucks me hard, fast, and deep. Khalani wasn’t kidding when she said that girls say Alex packs a punch in bed. He fucks me like a man on a mission to satisfy me. To remind me that someone else can give me what I need. He comes and spills inside the condom. He grabs another and sheathes himself, flipping me over and taking my pussy from behind. I lose count of how many positions he fucks me in the rest of the night. He doesn’t stop until we are both spent and exhausted.
He whispers in my ear that I’m beautiful and would have made a wonderful mother. Sex with Alex is hot and consensual between two people that have become fast friends and lovers. In my heart, it is what I needed and wanted after feeling so alone and in pain.
* * *
It is Saturday afternoon, and I’m in Alex’s bed after having sex. Mase has called and texted me, but like always, I don’t answer. He probably called my brother, and Aiden made an excuse.
My fingers entwine with Alex’s and he asks, “Who knows about the loss of the baby, Luciana?”
My hand falls, and I turn on the bed, giving him my back. “You.”
The sheets rustle when he moves closer and kisses my shoulder softly. “You should tell him,” he says.
“It doesn’t matter, Alex. It died. I tried to tell him that day, but you know what happened.”
He sighs. “I know it did,preciosa. It sucks, but he needs to know. It’s going to hurt his stubborn ass, but you shouldn’t have to keep that pain inside. Trust me, when you tell him, thatvatois going to turn into a monster, but he has the right to know. Everything that you have done and the way you have felt about everything since that day will make sense to him.”
He pulls my arm toward him so I can meet his gaze. “He thinks you are just mad because you slept together one night and he didn’t want it to continue for whatever reason. That you are pissed because he moved on and let it be. Yeah, it sucks he let you go and I’m sure it would still have hurt, but not the way it hurts when a mother loses her unborn child. You didn’t deserve that. You didn’t deserve to deal with that all by yourself.”
I nod reluctantly, agreeing to tell Mason the truth. I just have to figure out how.
Chapter Ten