“I feel it too,” I said, and I did. Pure bliss, a tingle ran throughout my body and not wanting to stop, taking more from me, but I didn’t want it to leave. “Are you okay?”
She smiled, kissing me on the lips. “I’m better than okay. I feel like I’m in heaven.”
Me too.
But then, I was in heaven every single time I was near her. I shuffled to the edge of the bed and picked her up, holding one forearm under her bum, her arms wrapped around my neck as I left my still hard, twitching cock inside her. I laid her down, lying on top of her, and cupped her face, kissing her lips and raising up on my hands to gaze at her. Slowly moving in and out again.
“Mmm. Never leave me. This feels too good.”
I put my hand on the back of her neck and kissed her hard, attacking her mouth as though it was the very first time. The feeling of warmth running over me and through me, was like nothing I’d ever felt before. It was almost like an electrical tingle, not painful though. More like a vibrating buzz that flickered inside my body.
I withdrew from the embrace and gazed at her. “This could be just the two of us,” I said, because there was an irresistible pull between us. I felt it the moment I saw her, and she admitted she felt the same.
My cock moved involuntarily as I stilled inside of her. I wanted this, just me and her, none of the other guys. Not sure if she trusted me enough for that yet. But the spark had been lit between us and that pull had gotten greater since the moment she gave herself to me in the way she couldn’t give to anyone else.
“It may have to be. I think it’s stuck inside me.”
I smiled but wasn’t put off by her slight brush off of my comment. I laid my exhausted body on top of hers, putting my forehead against hers as we caught our breath.
“I mean it, Lace. Give up everyone else forever. This should be just us and nobody else.”
“How does that work with them being my knights?”
“Your father was only with your mum,” I said.
She smiled. “It’s a nice idea but the others will hate you… and me.”
“I don’t care what they think of me, and you shouldn’t care either. You can do what you want. You ended it with everyone, now it can be just us two.”
She gazed at me, her fingers cupped my face. “Whatever happens, I don’t want to lose you. Not now.”
Chapter 35
Lacey
Iwantedtosayyes to Kane, asking for it to be just me and him. But there was something I could see behind his eyes, he was holding something back from me.
And I loved I had these men that wanted me, and I’d missed them over the past week since I ended it with them, but nothing changed. It still didn’t feel normal. Would I be able to love them all? Would I be enough for them? I knew I’d made the correct decision to end whatever was going on. I needed to work out what I wanted.
I gazed at Kane’s face as he slept peacefully next to me on the bed, watching his chest rise and fall. We were both exhausted and had fallen asleep, and I was glad Polly hadn’t come home. Nothing disturbed our time together. And it was the most perfect time.
It felt right to lose my virginity to Kane. Everything was leading for it to be Seb, and he was my main reason for not being able to be solely with Kane. I knew that deep down I wanted Seb too.
I sighed as I wondered what Seb would think of me and Kane when he found out.
I should have talked to them first, explained that I chose Kane. Because I chose him before today, decided he was the one when I overheard the conversation the men were having about me. But instead of speaking up, I hid away, confused by my own thoughts and feelings.
Those feelings stirred strongly than ever after seeing him standing in front of me, opening up to me and he made me want him there and then. I was tired of waiting.
There was something special about Kane and it wasn’t only because he differed from the rest and I never expected him to wrap me inside him as though he was protecting me from everything around us. He was achingly handsome but with a rugged masculinity, which he radiated. There was more. I really wished I could put my finger on what it was—hopefully nothing bad.
But I’d think about it later because now I was desperate for the loo. I gently turned around and tried to sneak off the bed. His large arm covered me and pulled me into his chest.
“Come back here. I was enjoying the cuddle.”
“I need to pee,” I said, and laughed.
He kissed my neck. “Bathroom Lace, you need the bathroom.”