I watch as his eyes track my movements. He is judging me. Deciding if I have the gumption to go through with it or am I just flashing with fake intention. He is deciding, conversing with himself on the inside about how he wants to spend his last minutes. Maybe I should help him out.
I hit the switch and the torch turns on. The smell of fire wafts towards me and I inhale, allowing the scorch of the tool to blow through my now sludged veins. To be able to do this, I have to not be the man in love, but be the man out to protect his family. His eyes grow bigger as I move closer and I know the moment he chooses. “It is on the upper east. 10762 Lincoln Way.”
“How many guards?”
“Ten outside with a reinforced wall and ten on the inside. The girls are in the basement. Kids are in the room to the left.”
“Kids? Y'all have fucking kids in there?” I shout in his face. Disgust fills my lungs. The blinding hatred for his people and what they do blinds me faster than I see coming. I hold the torch to his face and start searing his eyeballs. I don’t hear the screams and cries to stop, as the flesh starts to fall from his face, sliding like melted duck fat. The silence doesn’t alert me to the fact that I have ended him. No. It’s the smell that gets through to me. It’s the smell of not barbecued cooked meat that reaches me and makes me stumble back.
“Fuck Boss.” Nose says, holding his stomach. I look down at the mess in front of me and roll my eyes.
“Get this shit cleaned up. I have phone calls to make.” I didn’t want to bring my brother into this, but the kind of men I am going to need is more than I have. I guess it is time to join him.
Finally feeling like I accomplished something, I hop in my car and drive back to her place. Pulling around the corner I see the same SUV in front of her building. As usual my piece sits heavy in my back. I want to put one between the eyes of both of the motherfuckers keeping her scared and under surveillance, but right now I have to keep my advantage. They don’t know who I am and that I have anything to do with her.
Walking inside, I stop by the door, watching as she moves around her kitchen fixing herself something to eat. ”You look sexy with my baby in you, Slodki aniol.”
“Shit. You scared me Zef.” she has her hand on her chest, gasping. I don’t move because right now I am eating her up with my gaze, taking in how full she looks right now. Her hips have spread and her ass is rounder and lickable. Don’t get me started on her tits. “What are you doing here, Jozef?” And that cut through my fog.
“I am here every night.” I tell her trying to figure out what the hell she means with a stupid ass question like that.
“I know but I don't think it is a good idea. I already have one problem on my hands. I don’t need two mobsters..” Her comment tapers off as she realizes what she is saying. My blood becomes lead. Her words have managed to turn the blood that was pumping through me for her into sludge.
“What the fuck are you saying to me Aisling?” My steps are calculating and menacing because right now, I could topple this entire building with the rage flowing through me. She begins backing up, trying to move back but my steps widen and I pin her against the wall. “I asked you what the fuck you are trying to say to me?” I lean into her neck and sniff up the side. I can feel her shaking in my arms and I know she is horny but right now, she needs to tell me.
“I-i don't know if we should..” all I can compare it to is an out of body experience. I don’t have time to reign it in and pull back. My hand wraps around her neck and my nose touches hers.
“Don’t even think about finishing that statement, Aisling. There is no maybe we shouldn’t…what? Have pancakes for breakfast. Ok princess you have what you want. Maybe we shouldn’t have pork for dinner? I agree. I heard it is bad for the baby.
Those are the only fucking ‘maybes’ you get to have, ksiezniczka. Do you understand? You and I are a done deal. Cemented baby, the moment you let me plug your little hole. You let me spill myself inside of it and now my seed is inside of you. That makes you both mine. Tell me you fucking understand.” Her head nods as she swallows. I can feel the bobbing of her throat beneath my palm and the slight movement has my cock going berserk.