My eyes were open so wide I was surprised they didn’t roll right out of my head. I saw the knife, and I heard his speech, but all the same I still asked, “What are you do—?”
The scalpel tucked into my flesh, and the blade was so small and sharp at first all I felt was a faint sting. Down the center of my belly was a red line at least a foot long. I stared at it in shock, wondering why he was drawing lines on me.
Until he stuck his hand inside me.
The pain was tremendous, and I couldn’t have screamed if I wanted to. I was used to external pain, the kind caused when the nerves on the surface of my skin were in charge. Inside my body there were a million new nerves, and I couldn’t compute what I was feeling. It wasn’t pain like a cut or a gunshot. It was an invasive, squirming agony. My whole body wanted the unfamiliar presence of his hand out but could do nothing to stop his exploration.
I gagged, unsure if the clenching in my stomach was a reaction to what I was seeing, or if he’d physically done something to it. He made two other incisions before peeling back my skin and whispering, “Marvelous. ”
When he stuck his hand under my ribs, my brain decided enough was enough, and the room went black.
A sharp scent snapped me back into reality, though I had no idea how much time had elapsed. The Doctor stood over me, his bare hands covered in a thick coating of my blood, reminding me precisely where he’d just had them. A nurse backed away with a bottle of smelling salts still clutched in her hand.
Glancing down in panic, I was relieved to see my stomach wound had closed, the angry red lines of his incisions beginning to heal.
“It really is fascinating to watch your kind patch themselves back up again. ” He was staring the same place as I was, watching the skin regrow, building itself over the wounds until nothing was left but pink irritation marks which would soon fade away as well. “But you’re different. Different from the rest of them. ”
He stepped out of view, and the only sound in the room was running water and my pulse loud in my ears.
When he returned, his hands were clean, but he was holding another scalpel.
“Don’t. Please, please…please. ”
“How wonderful. You’ve learned some manners after all. Who says you can’t teach an old dog new tricks?” He winked at me, but of all the things he’d said to me since I’d met him, none had been half as scary as that idiom.
He knew what I was.
When my gaze met his, he must have seen something in my expression—shock, perhaps, or comprehension—because his smile turned into something almost comforting and paternal.
“You will be my greatest discovery,” he whispered, squeezing my shoulder. “Take comfort in that. ”
He rested the scalpel on my chest between my exposed breasts, and I stared at the point of it aiming up at my chin.
“Subject was able to heal a series of fine incisions in a matter of thirty minutes. All major organs appear to be normal size and are identical to a human counterpart. Subject’s stomach is below average size for a human woman of her same build and apparent age, but this is likely an evolutionary advancement due to her mainly liquid diet. We’ve taken samples from the subject’s stomach, liver and kidney to assess whether any unique traits exist within, but I hypothesize they will resemble those of a normal vampire. ”
He stopped speaking and stared down at me again, reclaiming the scalpel. “Next we will have a look at the heart. ”
Chapter Twenty-Seven
My reward for not dying was a pint of blood and the cool reprieve of my cell. Since my bustier had been discarded
I was given a thin blue scrub top like those the nurses were wearing. At some point prior to the surgery I must have been prepped, because my hair was no longer matted with blood.
It was a small favor, one I couldn’t fully appreciate right then.
I had a graphic imagination when it came to torture. Though I didn’t enact my plots often, I had come up with a few doozies in my time. More than once I’d fantasized about ripping someone’s heart out and showing it to them before they died.
Never again.
Not now that I’d seen it. The Doctor had cut open my chest cavity, split my rib cage open…
He’d lifted my heart without severing the arteries or veins, and he’d held it in his bare hands just high enough I could see.
I whimpered, rubbing my still-healing chest with the tips of my fingers. I’d lost consciousness seven times, and every time I’d been forced back so he could run his experiments on me while I was awake. Healing was the only thing he didn’t seem to need me alert for.
He’d cut out my heart.
My whimpers became sobs, and I wrapped my jacket tighter around myself, grateful it had been left for me. It felt like decades ago Dominick had given it to me. Since then, it had been to hell and back with me.