Except I knew we didn’t have much time. Jessica had been checking her watch, and I knew she was worried about her puppy being without her. (A trait of her that had become less annoying and more irresistibly sweet.)
Fuck, don’t think about that. Don’t think about how kind and thoughtful Jessica is! It’s only making this harder!
I had to do this now or Jessica would walk out my door and I would lose this chance. Scared as I was, I stripped quickly and jumped under a stream of cold water. The bracing shower seemed to help cool everything boiling inside of me. I cleared my throat and hoped my voice wouldn’t crack as I called out, “I’m ready.”
I shivered under the frigid stream, watching the door, waiting for it to open. Finally, Jessica opened it slowly. She was still wearing a pink bra and panties, and she looked at me quizzically. “Oh, I didn’t think you’d get totally naked.”
I practically shrunk against the shower. Of course she’d meant for us to leave our underwear on.
“Sorry, I—”
“No, this is good.” She stuck her thumbs into the waistband of her panties, stretching it as she lowered them. “If we can get naked together, we can do anything together.”
Anything.
Oh God.
Her body looked exactly like it did on magazine covers. Rounded shoulders and soft breasts flowed into a perfectly flat stomach and curved hips. Damn, and here I’d believed it was all photoshop. She seemed so comfortable in her skin as she approached me.
“See, nothing to be afraid of.” She let out a nervous laugh as she stepped into the shower, but her smile faded as she felt the water. “Brr! What are you—cold-blooded?”
She cranked the temperature on the water up until it steamed off our skin. We were so close that I was sure she could hear how hard my heart was pounding. I had no idea how she made me feel. A few days ago, I hadn’t been attracted to women at all, and now Jessica was making my body react in completely unpredictable ways. I tried to keep my eyes on hers, but when she turned around to let water stream over her chest, I couldn’t keep my gaze from slipping down the arch of her back. Two dimples pressed into the small of her back to match the dimples in her smile. And below that...
“What is that?” I asked.
“What? You never seen a butt before?” She grinned over her shoulder.
“I’ve never seen a heart tattooed on a butt, no.” The little pink heart tattoo on her left butt cheek was about the size of a quarter and completely ridiculous.
“Do you look at a lot of girl’s butts?”
“No!” I said much too quickly, looking away from her tattoo. “I mean, I feel the need to set the record straight and let you know I’m not into women.”
She took a step towards me, making me feel caged in the small space. “Are you sure about that?”
“No.” The word choked out of me.
I thought she was going to laugh at me, but she just put a hand to my cheek, making me look into her eyes. “If I’m being honest, I’m a little bit freaked out by what I’m feeling for you, too.”
My heart stopped. I watched a drop of water slide down her perfect cheekbones and drip off her jaw. How was she as gorgeous on the inside as she was on the outside?
“But you don’t have to be worried or scared about being attracted to me. Just don’t think so much about it.”
Then her lips closed over mine and I didn’t think about it. She leaned against the tiled wall and pulled me into her body. Heat throbbed between my legs and a jolt of excitement ran through me as I pressed against her and felt her hard nipples against mine.
And then I took her advice. Didn’t think about it. Just let her hands run over my body, let my lips stray from her to kiss over her jaw and neck. Even in the shower, I could taste the light perfume and something that was so uniquely her on her skin. I let out a long moan that was more expelled tension than pleasure. But also pleasure. Extreme pleasure. When Jessica’s hand slipped between my legs, I wondered if it was possible to die from bliss.
“I love feeling you against me,” she moaned into the crook of my neck as she slid a finger inside of me. Her thumb found my clit, rubbing in circles, drawing more pleasure from me than I’d thought possible.
My knees became weak. I leaned into her as she made my moans echo off the shower walls. Why did this feel so right?
Jessica kissed up my neck, finding my mouth again as her hand slid down her body, between her own legs. Gasps of pleasure exploded from her lips, as she touched us both with a needy urgency. Everything that had been building between us needed to find release. I put my hand over hers, feeling the way that sent a tremor through her.
“I just wanna watch you open up, Amelia.”
Her words undid me. I gripped her shoulders as a moan tore from my throat. I pressed our bodies together, bucking against her hand as I came in waves that I thought would never end.
Jessica lost control, slamming me against the wall with a hard kiss as she stroked out her own climax. Her lips trembling against mine was the most amazing sensation I’d ever experienced. It was like I was absorbing each quake of pleasure that shook through her. As her climax subsided, her arms slid around me and she stroked my back tenderly. I’d never been held like that before, but it felt good.