I increased my pace, knowing she was getting close. Margie was doing really well for someone who was having a new experience. I knew it could be difficult to orgasm from oral sex with a new person, but damn, she was into it. I adjusted my position and kept it up even though my jaw was starting to go stiff. I could feel the stirrings of tension coiling in my abdomen. I was going to need release again after this.
“This… good… ugh, God…” muttered Margie, completely lost.
She couldn’t even form complete sentences. That was really a testament to how good of a job I was doing. Bolstered by this, I settled into a quick rhythm, trying to build the orgasm I knew was there. I was single-mindedly focused on finding release for her.
Finally, it happened. Her whimpers became more drawn out and turned into moans, and I felt her pulse around my fingers, her thighs jittering with the tension. She bucked against me, fucking my face.
After she came down, it took a moment for me to want to break away from her delicious core, but I did, Margie breathing hard.
“I th-think I gotta clean up,” said Margie, clumsily reaching around for a tissue, with which she cleaned herself. She had made a small wet spot on the bed, unsurprisingly.
“That was incredible,” I said.
“Wow. Just wow,” said Margie, her eyes hazy with orgasmic euphoria.
I crawled toward Margie, and she nestled into my shoulder. We sat there in the silence and darkness, listening to each other’s hearts beating hard. It took a while for both of us to calm down.
“God, Brianne, I love you so much. It’s impossible to think that it’s possible to love someone this much,” s
aid Margie.
“I know,” I said quietly, stroking her hair. After giving her an awesome orgasm, I wanted to deliver all the tenderness I could.
“I definitely want to do that again,” said Margie, and we both laughed.
“Yeah. Not gonna lie, sex is pretty fun,” I said. “And there’s so much more we can do. We could get kinky, maybe… Try all kinds of things…”
Margie sighed, a deep, contented sound. When I closed my eyes, I found myself completely dozing off.
18
MARGIE
I was panicking just slightly.
My mother wanted to come up to Rosebridge.
I was from a town outside of Baltimore and it was a seven hour drive, so it was a big deal she was coming all the way up here. It was primarily to visit a great-aunt of mine in Concord—I wasn’t close to her, but her health was declining, so my mother wanted to pay a visit and see me on the way.
There was a lot about my life that was different now, and I hadn’t counted on her coming up here. She didn’t travel often, and this trip was really unexpected. I had no idea how she would handle the fact that I was not only dating a woman, but living with her.
I thought about maybe just getting lunch with her down at the Riverwalk, so she wouldn’t have to see my house, or Brianne, or maybe showing her the animal rescue, but it wouldn’t be fair to leave Brianne out of this. She’d introduced me to her parents, and I wanted to introduce her to my mom.
I had to do it, no matter what she ended up saying. I wasn’t financially dependent on her, because we were low income, so it wasn’t like she could cut me off. I had to show her my true self and hope she accepted me.
I texted her back and told her that we could plan lunch for the following Saturday. I went back and forth about whether I should tell her I wanted to bring Brianne… and eventually I told her, asking if I could bring a friend. I didn’t want it to be a surprise, and when she asked who my friend was, I could tell her.
Ugh. There were just so many logistics to handle. I didn’t want her to find out I was queer along with meeting Brianne, but I didn’t want that to come as a surprise when we were all sitting down in the same place.
My mother was generally a pretty mellow woman, but she could get angry on occasion. And when she got angry, it was bad. I didn’t want that to happen, and I didn’t want to break my bond with her. It had become so strong when my dad had left, and I didn’t have any other siblings. She was the closest family I had.
She texted back immediately, which sent a shiver up my spine.
> MOM: Lunch would be good. Let me know what restaurants are good. Who’s your friend?
I hesitated, my heart pounding. This was it. I was going to tell her.
> MARGIE: Her name is Brianne. We’re dating, actually.