“Ari—”
“What if I promise to kill them without torturing them? Would that be better?”
“No more killing, and that’s final. I am your Daddy, and that rule is going to stay in place. It’s my hard limit. Do you understand?”
I let out a deep breath. He said I couldn’t kill them, but he’d not said anything about hurting them. That would have to do when the situation called for it.
“Yes, Daddy.”
“And you will see the therapist?”
I frowned at him. “A therapist would be obligated to report to the police that I’ve committed all those murders.”
“You won’t talk about the murders, but you’ll find a way to cope with what your relationship with your mom did to you and whatever you experienced when you went to live with your father.”
Chewing on my bottom lip, I stared at him. “You think it will help?”
“Yes, I do.”
I shrugged. “All right, but only because you asked.”
He let out a heavy sigh. “Ari.” He dragged out the i, and a shiver ran down my spine. “What am I going to do with you?”
“Love me,” I said.
“I'm hopelessly in love with you,” he said, and I closed my eyes briefly and smiled. Warmth spread through my body, and I relaxed for the first time since entering the bedroom.
“We will be okay, won't we?” I asked him, then whispered, “Because I like myself best when I’m with you. You don’t hurt me the way other people do.”
Shaw tugged at my legs and pulled me into his arms. He had a half smile on his face. “But I thought you wanted me to hurt you.”
Heat filled my cheeks as I stared down at him. “You know what I meant.”
“Yeah, but I know what will punish you, Ari, and it’s not hurting you the way you want. I’ll make love to you slow and sweet and edge you to the point where you break.”
Shaw lifted me in his arms and gently placed me in the middle of the bed. He tugged off my shirt, removed his clothes, and joined me. I lay back against the pillows with my legs parted to accommodate him, but he had different ideas. He started with my toes, sucking them into his mouth and licking between them. Kisses trailed the inside of my thighs, and I groaned in disappointment when he jumped over my cock and kissed my upper body instead. His lips touched every part of me, and when they claimed mine, I was shaking and panting beneath him. My nerve endings had nerve endings. My skin prickled under his touch.
“Turn over.” Shaw helped me to flip over. I went up on my knees, but he put his hand in the center of my back and pushed me to lie flat on my stomach. Then he lavished my other side with his kisses and caresses until I tingled everywhere except the places where I needed it most.
“Please, Daddy,” I begged, turning my head to the side. “I need more.”
Shaw took my ass cheeks and parted them. “Is this what you want from me?” His tongue delved into my hole, and I cried out, pushing my face into the mattress to keep it down. Shaw fucked my hole with his tongue and a finger, turning me inside out, but he still made no attempt to touch my cock. I was dying.
“Pl—”
My words came out muffled as he pushed my head back into the pillow. He wasn’t joking. He had no desire to be rushed. He licked my hole until I was a weeping mess on the bed. I sobbed, shoulders shaking. I just wanted him inside me already. My hole ached to be filled.
Shaw moved away from me and padded to the closet. He returned with lube, which he slathered down his dick. Finally! But he made me wait, allowing my dick to soften before he came back onto the bed and gently rolled me onto my side. He raised one of my legs and rubbed the head of his dick over and over down my taint without entering me.
“Baby.” He licked at my ear lobe. “You’ve got to be quiet. Shh. Yes, that’s it. I won’t fuck you until you show Daddy that you can behave.”
I swallowed the next restless groan, closing my eyes and breathing through my nostrils hard.
“See, baby can obey his Daddy, can’t he?”
“Yes, Daddy.”
“So baby gets what he wants. To be filled with Daddy just like this.” He pushed against my hole, and I opened for him. I couldn’t swallow the moan as he slid all the way inside me.