I was grateful but so confused.
“Oh!”
He stroked his hand up my cock, bringing me back to the present and the fact that I’d just lost my virginity.
“Hold on, slut.”
“Wha—"
Ash pulled out of me, then slammed back in.
“That’s it, slut. Take that cock,” he grunted against my neck, stroking my dick in time with his thrusts as he fucked me hard and fast.
Moans and cries and nonsensical words fell from my lips as he pounded into me. His hand on my cock anchored me in place as I teetered on my feet, my bound legs making it hard to keep steady.
He let go of my cock, gripped my balls, and pulled them away from my body.
“Ash.”
“Not yet, slut. You’re gonna come, but not until I do. Not untilIlet you.”
“Fuuuuuck.”
“That’s right. You’re gonna take everything I give you, aren’t you, slut?”
“Yes.”
“That’s it.” He released my balls and chuckled against my neck when I whined in protest. “Scream for me, Jules. I wanna hear it.”
“Please,” I begged, not even sure what I was asking for. “Ash.”
“Louder.” He snapped his hips, driving into me with enough force to shove me against the wall with each thrust. “Let me hear it.”
“Fuck!”
The edges of my vision were going hazy, my grip on reality shifting.
“That’s it, slut. You gonna come for me? You gonna come all over my cock?”
“Yes! Please. Touch me. Need it.”
“I know what you need.”
His hand closed around my throat, pressing hard enough I could only pull in a fraction of a breath.
“That’s it,” he said in my ear. His low, sexy voice set off a flutter of pleasure deep in my belly. “You know who you belong to. I could do anything to you right now, and you’d just have to take it.”
I gasped under his hand, my vision wavering as blood pounded in my ears.
“You’d like it too. You love being used, being my little slut.”
I gurgled under his hand as reality shifted in and out of focus.
It was too much and not enough.
Sounds were louder. The squish of lube, the slapping of skin, his raspy breaths, and my pathetic gurgles all mixed together to create a soundtrack that was downright pornographic.
Swirls of colors danced before my eyes. Everything hurt and felt good.