“Then Jenna needs her office or whatever she calls it.”
“That’s only five rooms.”
“And two guest rooms.”
“But even if you had your own room, they’d still have a guest room.”
“Yup. But apparently, they need two guest rooms.”
“You don’t have a room at either house.” Jules traced his fingertips over my cheek, his soft skin catching on my stubble. “That’s really sad.”
“It definitely didn’t help me feel wanted.” I sighed, my semi deflating. “Things weren’t so bad before they moved here. I grew up in the old house. I don’t exactly have a lot of happy memories of it, but I had a room. My own space. I felt like I belonged there. Here, I’m just a guest they occasionally put up with.”
“The more I learn about you, the more I understand why you were the way you were. Why you were so angry all the time.” He ran his hand through my hair, pushing it back from my forehead.
“I still shouldn’t have taken my anger out on you.”
“I did the same.” He scratched his nails through the short hairs at the back of my neck. Goosebumps erupted on my skin. “It’s not like I’m innocent here. I was just as mean to you as you were to me.”
“You didn’t shove me against a wall and jerk me while pretending I wasn’t getting off too.”
“No, but I let you jerk me against the wall. Hell, I begged for it. And I knew you were getting off. Didn’t know about the jerking it in your room after part. That’s a mental picture I’mverythankful to have, BTW. But you didn’t do anything I didn’t want. You gave me so many chances to say no. I never did. Never wanted to.”
“Jules.”
“Yes?”
“Will you fuck me tonight?”
His jaw dropped, and his eyes went wide. “Are you sure?”
“Yeah. I want it.”
“I thought you were a top?”
“I like topping you. But I’ve wanted to try the other way for a while. I don’t know if I’m vers, but maybe? I mean, I won’t know until we try. Don’t you want to?”
“Oh, I want to.” He leaned up and pecked a kiss against my lips. “I just want to make sure this is for you and not because you think it’s something I want. I love everything about our sex life. I don’t need this.”
“But I do.” I kissed him slow and deep, smiling against his lips as our dicks went from barely hard to fully erect in only seconds.
“Then get your ass up on the bed so I can fuck you.”
I shuddered at both Jules’s words and his tone. It was deep and husky and dripping with need.
I rolled off him and crawled to the middle of the bed, then lay on my back.
Jules got up on his knees and looked at me, just looked at me, with lust burning in his eyes.
“You’re so sexy, Ash.”
He lay on me, covering my body with his, and nibbled little kisses against my neck.
“Shit, Jules.” I wrapped my arms around him and held him close.
“I love you.” He licked the shell of my ear, then shifted so our dicks pressed together, the hard ridges scraping against each other.
“Love you too.”