“Holy fuck!” I tangled my hands in his hair and gripped the strands. He bobbed over me hard and fast, his cheeks hollowed as he sucked me.
“Fuck. Ash. I’m not gonna last,” I gritted out.
He rolled his eyes up to look at me, something dark and amused flashing in them as he slowed his pace until it was tolerable.
I loosened my hold on his hair now that I wasn’t teetering on the edge and smoothed them through the strands, running my fingertips over his skull.
He moaned around my cock, one hand reaching under his body.
Was he going to jerk off while he blew me?
Holy hell, that was hot.
“Shit, Ash. You feel so good.”
He made an affirmative sound around my dick, moans vibrating up my cock as he sucked harder, moved faster.
“Oh god. Shit. I’m gonna—Pull off.”
He didn’t.
He kept sucking, moving his hand faster beneath him, his moans getting louder.
Holy shit, that was so fucking hot.
My orgasm hit hard and fast, stealing my breath as white-hot pleasure shot through me.
Ash sucked me through it, drawing my orgasm out, prolonging the sensations.
“Fuck,” I moaned as he finally pulled off. “Holy shit, you killed me.”
He chuckled and sat back on his heels.
“You want to jerk off on me?”
I wanted to offer to finish him off, but I was so spent I didn’t think I could move.
“No need.” He pulled his hand out of his sweats and wiped it on his pant leg. “What? I have to change them anyway.” He flopped down onto the bed next to me and held out one arm in invitation.
I tugged my pants up and rolled into his offered embrace, my head on his chest as I curled up next to him.
“Told you I was a cuddle bug,” I mumbled dreamily.
“I don’t mind.” He stroked his hand up my back in a way that was both soothing and comforting. “I like cuddly Jules.”
“He likes you too.” I snuggled closer and closed my eyes. “That was really hot.”
“It was.” He kissed my hair. “You okay? That wasn’t too fast?”
“Not at all.” I nuzzled into his pec, a smile on my lips. “Nothing about you reminds me of him.”
He shuddered, tightening his arms around me.
It was true.
I wasn’t over what had happened in the bathroom, and I hated that I couldn’t get over it and let it go.
The memories were still fresh and would pop into my head at random times, making my chest ache and my mind race as I was brought back to that horrible moment. The one right before Ash had burst in and saved me.