“And I ended up fucking you that night.”
“Yeah. That didn’t exactly help things, especially since you started being nicer and doing things for me. But then you’d turn around and ignore me, so I had no idea what was going on.”
“You were running hot and cold too,” I pointed out.
“Yeah. Why are we like this?”
“No idea.” I smiled and brushed the backs of my fingers against his cheek.
“Do you think we’d have ended up like this if that night hadn’t happened?”
“I like to think so.” I slipped one hand under my head so I could see him better. “Not right away. That for sure accelerated things. But you weren’t the only one feeling things. I was just as confused as you were. I knew I didn’t hate you, and being with you was so… I’d never connected with anyone the way I did with you. I didn’t understand any of it.”
“Can I ask you something?”
“Sure.”
“Are you always like that?”
“Like what?”
“Bossy and… assertive during sex?”
“No.” I chuckled and tweaked his nose. “Never called anyone a slut or made them beg me for my cock before you.”
He blushed bright red and buried his face in my chest. “Oh my god.”
“I’ve had sex,” I said honestly as I rubbed his back. “But it was never like how it is with you. It wasn’t bad before, but it wasn’t anything special.”
“Do you care that I’m not experienced?”
“The caveman part of me likes it. Knowing that I’m your first is hot as fuck. Plus, you were kinda my first too.”
“What?” He popped his head up, confusion written all over his face. “But you’ve had a ton of sex.”
“Not as much as people seem to think I have.”
He gave me a quizzical look.
“Let’s just say the rumors of my conquests far outnumber my actual experiences.”
“But still, you’ve had sex before.”
“With girls.”
“You never hooked up with guys before me?”
“I did. But I never fucked any of them. A few handies, some BJs, that’s it.”
A smile spread across Jules’s face, his eyes lighting up. “Really?”
“Really.”
“I kinda like that too.” He leaned down and pressed a kiss against my neck. “It makes me feel special.”
“You are.”
My voice cracked, and I cleared my throat.