VIOLET 1
I asked Zane not to get me involved, but he needed the help. Now here I am in the Elementals MC, surrounded by bad vibes that are starting to give me a headache. I could have said no, but Zane was the only one that helped me when I most needed it. He has never asked me for anything, that is until now, therefore I owe him, and I will do everything I can to help.
I know what Zane can do, I know that he is an air bender and that all the men here at the Elementals Motorcycle Club can in one way or another bend an element too. Zane and I became best friends after he found out about my gift. When he first revealed his secret, I didn’t believe him, but through the years he has shown me the things he can do and how special he is.
I was just sixteen when he found me and saved me from myself, from others. I believe that I have become a stronger woman because of his guidance.
He never told me about his brother until the day he asked for my help. I know that he is hiding the deep hurt and resentment that he feels, but seeing his brother again the energy radiating around him isn’t of a man that a person should take lightly.
Being surrounded by men has me on my guard, I have this feeling of being watched, this feeling of powerlessness if they decide to attack. I am a strong woman; I berate myself, pushing down these feelings of insecurity.
I have learnt to fight and protect myself, if need be, have learnt to use my gift in the best way possible to help others, but I can also hurt those that try to hurt me. Leaning against the wall I watch as the men look at Zane in anger, look at me suspiciously. I know that Zane can be an ass sometimes, but he has a good heart, one that he hides from the world.
“Violet!” Zane calls, he knows that I hate being in the limelight “Violet is with me,” he says looking around, “she has a special gift that will help us find Tal.”, automatically all eyes fall on me. I was already feeling claustrophobic with so many men around, now with everyone’s attention on me I am ready to start hyperventilating.
Zane and I are two frauds, we look confident and secure on the outside but internally we are broken. Stepping up next to Zane I stop, tensing as I lift my hand to pull off my sunglasses knowing what the reactions will be when they see my eyes. I hear one of the seven women that are here gasp, but I don’t look to see who it is. Instead, I look around slowly showing the men that I am not afraid of them, meanwhile my stomach feels like there is a brick pulling me down.
I have always had the same reaction, ever since I can remember. I was born with such light green eyes that sometimes my eyes seem all white. I have had people asking me if I was blind before.
“Who is going to take us to Tal’s room so that we can get a trace on him?” Zane asks
Tal is the reason why we are here, apparently, he was kidnapped by someone, and now they want us to try and help find him. I would personally just let it be, but Zane says that out of all the guy’s here, Tal was one of the few that always stood by him, so he felt compelled to help find him. I personally feel that he also took this opportunity to see his brother and get back at some of the men that didn’t want him here.
“I’ll take you.” A man that was standing with his arm around a beautiful petite woman says as he steps forward.
“Eirik, are you making sure I don’t steal the silver, are you?” Zane quips as he nods, his comment has the man tensing but he doesn’t say anything, instead turns and starts to make his way towards the inside of the club. Zane inclines his head for me to follow the man as he takes my back, knowing how jittery I must be, helping me to relax somewhat.
We walk into the club and down a corridor before the man stops at a door, “his room” Eirik says as he turns the handle, opening the door and stepping back. I walk in, my back to the door as I look around, the colours of Tal’s energy are everywhere, and they are vibrant which means that he’s a positive person.
Closing my eyes, I let myself be pulled in by his energy, first I want to feel what type of person he is before I let myself be drawn towards where he is now. The first thing that grabs me is the warmth that surrounds me, I can hear Zane and Eirik talking, but I don’t pay them any heed as I am completely drawn to this man’s essence. There is a strong sense of rage, but from what Zane said it’s normal for unmated elementals to carry their rage continuously as they must constantly fight to keep it back.
I feel drawn to his energy like I have never felt before which is strange as I stay away from men’s energy as much as possible, but Tal’s energy somehow calms me instead of having me revolted like I get with other men. There is an element of loneliness that talks to me, but he has a strong strand of light that bursts from his heart wanting to do the right thing. I raise my hand wanting to touch this strong feeling that is surrounding me of possessiveness, of caring.
Opening my eyes, I take in a deep breath feeling more connected to this man then I should. Why would his energy draw me in like it does, it’s like it is talking to me, like it wants to sooth me somehow?
Glancing to my right I see Zane’s eyes on me, waiting patiently. “Can we start?” Zane’s question has me nodding.
Zane can follow traces of energy through the air, but it takes long for him to be able to find the right strand of energy. We found that by me identifying the persons energy and tracing them, it becomes easier for Zane to follow my energy and communicate with whoever needs to know on where the person is.
We have worked with certain authorities sometimes when looking for kidnapped children, building up a reputation which has them returning and wanting to consult with us when they have a high-profile case.
Walking towards Tal’s bed I take a seat placing my hands flat on the mattress I close my eyes letting myself be lulled by his energy again. When I once again feel surrounded by his warmth, I find the strongest strand which is his chi, his life force, a radiant light that draws me in and then I am floating, feeling myself being drawn closer, feeling his chi becoming stronger the closer I get to where he is.
The closer I get the more flabbergasted I am at how strong his essence is affecting me. I open myself up to feeling more of this man, only to be bombarded by such a strong feeling of absolute fury that I am tempted to close myself off to it again, but I don’t, instead I continue trying to infuse some of my calmness into his essence, surrounding his energy with love. A jab of pain hits me, telling me that he has been injured, telling me that he’s in pain. The thought of this man being in pain touches me deeply, I want to hug him close and make sure that the pain goes away like a mother would do to her child, like a woman would do to the man she loves.
Why are you affecting me the way you are? I don’t know how much time passes, or how long I continue to follow his essence, feeling him draw closer, feeling an excitement at being able to find him, being able to help him and make sure that he is brought to safety.
Finally, I am close enough to see the radiance that is Tal, yes, at the moment the colours of his energy are angry, dark, but I have felt his core, have felt the draw of a good heart even though obscured with fury.
I have always maintained a distance once I find who I am looking for, a distance so that the person doesn’t feel my intrusion. If the person is sensitive enough, which leads me to believe that all the elementals are, then they would feel an interference in their energy field.
Zane will take a little while to find us, but then when he does, he can find the location where they are keeping Tal. I don’t push forward, not wanting to intrude. My heart is racing at how strong his presence is affecting me. I might not be near him physically, but everything that I am is with him. His pain is calling to me, I can’t sit by and not try and help, I can’t, it’s stronger than me.
I push gently, moving slowly trying not to alarm him if he feels my presence. Suddenly a stillness comes over him as everything about him seems to stop. A burst of a turquoise light that I have never seen before rushes towards me, surrounding me, pulling me in. What is this?
I am baffled by this occurrence, but mostly I am baffled by the absolute rightness that I feel at this moment. What is going on? I sense his fury start to lessen, and in its place is a feeling of surprise, of understanding. The turquoise energy feels like it is entwining with mine, like it’s becoming one with me.
It can’t be, can it? Zane told me about the elementals finding their one true mate and how it completes them, how it surrounds them with a peace that they have never felt before, a peace that represses their darkness. I can sense Tal’s darkness receding; the fury is still there but the colours are becoming lighter. Am I Tal’s mate?
Zane explained that only women with special gifts such as mine can become an elementals mate, but I didn’t think anything of it as I never thought to meet any of the elementals. I have sworn off men, how can I possibly be feeling what I am if I don’t believe in them.
The only man I trust is Zane, and that is because he helped me, showed me kindness when I thought kindness was dead in men. It’s because since the day I met him that he has shown me a drive to protect the weak, to save the innocent from harm, and to fight for myself and what I believe.
I am stronger than I was before I met Zane, but I still keep away from people, especially men. Now here I am surrounded by a man’s energy that is completely overpowering, that is drawing me in and holding me tight, and the surprising thing is that I want it. I feel like I have finally found home, something which I have never found before.
The turmoil I feel in him has me pushing forward, something which I haven’t done in a very long time, I learnt from a young age that when manipulating someone’s energy I can help them or harm them, that feeling of power is dangerous, a feeling that can eat at you and make you do things that are wrong. Having that power over others is wrong, and many times I have wished that I didn’t know that I have it. I push until I am surrounded by him, and then I am expelling comfort, light and caring towards every ray of his being.
I know that he must be confused, that he must be wondering what is happening, and even though I can’t talk to him I will not leave him knowing that he’s in a dark place at the moment. The colour pink is strengthening which tells me that his heart is racing, something which I am sure mine is doing too in my physical body.
I won’t leave you! I promise