Evren lifted his hand, sliding it up my body before it tightened around my throat gently. “Suck,” he commanded, releasing my neck to bring those fingers to my mouth. He slid two inside, and I did as he instructed. I ran my tongue along his fingers before I sucked them deep into my mouth, and Evren groaned against my sex.
He pulled his fingers from my mouth, and I watched as he brought them back down to my sex and slid them inside me. There was no hesitation, no gentleness left in him, and I pressed my head back against the bed as he slid them in and out of me over and over.
I didn’t think I could handle much more, everything he was doing made me feel flooded with pleasure. Then he curled his fingers inside of me as he bit down against my nub, and I screamed.
Loud enough that anyone in the pub below could hear me, but I couldn’t bring myself to care. The pleasure he drew from my body was too much.
“Fuck.” Evren bit down on my thigh before pressing a kiss to my star mark, and another wave of pleasure shot through me. “I need to be inside you, Adara.”
“Please.”
Evren stood and made quick work of his trousers. He slid them down his legs before kicking them off behind him. Then his hands were back on my legs, and he gripped behind my knees and jerked me closer to the edge of the bed.
I stared at his cock and how hard he was in his own hand, just as he bent my knee and pressed it against his chest. He rubbed his cock through the wetness that still coated my sex, and I squirmed every time the head of him hit my nub.
“Are you sure, princess?” He looked up at me, and I could tell he was barely holding on to the bit of control he had left as his throat worked.
I nodded my head as I pressed my hand to my mouth.
“That’s not good enough.” He pressed his cock harder against me. “I need your words. I need you to tell me you want this as badly as I want you. I won’t do it otherwise.”
“I want you, Evren.” I reached out for him, and he locked his fingers with mine. “You’re the only thing I want.”
Evren’s gaze darkened, and he lifted my hand and pressed a kiss to my knuckles before pressing another at the bottom of my stomach. He stood back to his full height and ran his cock through me one more time before he hesitated at my entrance.
He sat there for a second, but it felt like so much longer. I could see indecision running through his gaze, or maybe it was guilt, but his want for me won over. He slowly slid inside of me, and I panted as I tried to adjust to his size.
He stretched me inch by inch, and he was so damn gentle as he did so. “Are you okay?”
I nodded because there was no chance of me forming a single word. Pain sliced through me with every inch that he moved, but he replaced that pain with pleasure with every swipe of his fingers against my skin.
“I’m almost there.” He groaned as he pushed the smallest amount farther. “Gods, you’re so tight.”
He pressed his forehead to my neck when he was fully inside of me, and both of our rushed breaths mingled together. Pleasure and pain. It mixed together so perfectly, and even though I still felt so sore around him, I was desperate for him to move.
I rolled my hips against him, and I whimpered when I felt him so deep inside of me.
“Fuck, princess.” Evren’s breath rushed out as he kissed my neck. “You can’t fucking do that, or I’m not going to be able to be gentle with you.”
“I don’t want you to.” I pulled on the ends of his hair and forced him to look up at me. “Please don’t treat me like I’m fragile. I’m not the Starblessed. I’m yours.”
Evren growled before he slid out of me almost to the tip and slammed back inside. My eyes rolled back in my head as pleasure and pain surged through me.
Evren gripped my head, tilting me toward him, and he kissed me roughly as he slammed inside me again. “Is this okay?”
“Yes,” I moaned before biting down on his bottom lip.
Evren groaned, then pressed a kiss over the star mark on my cheek. They practically purred beneath his touch, and a chill ran through my body.
“I’ve never seen anything more beautiful.” He rose until he was standing at the edge of the bed, and he pulled me tighter against him. He held my knee in his hand as he stared down at where we connected. “More perfect.” He slammed into me as his fingers pressed against my nub, and I lifted my hands and kneaded my breasts as I watched him.
“You may be blessed by the stars, princess, but you were fucking made for me. Fate be damned.”
Evren pulled out of me completely and then used my knee in his hand to flip me over onto my belly. I pressed my hands against the bed as I tried to figure out what he was doing, but Evren’s hands gripped my hips and lifted me until I was on my knees.
My hands slid out from under me and my face pressed against the bed.
“Evren.” I knew he could hear the slight panic in my voice by the way his hands softly caressed my back.