Ashley, the OR nurse that saved a patient’s life today.
Ashley, the OR nurse that wasn’t worried about how arguing with two of the best surgeons in the hospital would make her look.
Ashley, the OR nurse who, on top of being a genuine badass, was also a complete smoke show.
C’mon James. Get a grip on yourself. You were ready to kill her earlier, and now you’re sitting here fantasizing about her?
I know my feelings for Ashley don’t make much sense based on how I had treated her earlier, but I can’t help myself. I’ve been thinking about her constantly since the surgery, and the previous feelings of anger are gone. Left in their place is something I can only describe as downright attraction. I felt it in the O.R. earlier, but I merely brushed it off as a reaction to the stress.
And maybe it was. But you’re kidding yourself if you think that’s allit was. You like this girl, James. Maybe a little too much.
That thought scared me because I didn’t like what it meant. If Ashley was constantly on my mind, I wouldn’t be able to perform properly in the OR, and that’s the reason she got mad at me in the first place.