Samantha
Today has been an absolute whirlwind. It hasn’t been easy for me to go to the ranchers fair and face all the people that I haven’t seen in years.
See, normally I’d be excited to see everyone- but going there knowing how much my father looked down on me for leaving Texas and going to New York to be a model- I’m sure he hasn’t spoken very highly of me to anyone in this place.
I try to keep my head up though. When it comes down to it- I know that my fathers issues with me aren’t really about me. That all has to do with him. I’ve done nothing wrong, and I just have to keep reminding myself of that.
The one thing that has kept my spirits up through all of this has been Asher and Liam. They have managed to make this whole day that I wasnotlooking forward to by any means, into something fun and exciting with this whole remote-controlled vibrator thing.
It seems that they always catch me at the absolute worst moments, like when I’m talking to an old friend, an old relative, an old family friend, or just plain old trying to take a bite of food or drink a glass of water.
I’m practically weak in the knees from how many times I’ve already came because of this damn thing. I know that I could take it out at any time and be done with it- but the truth is that I fucking love it.
Knowing that my two boys have this control over me, and there is nothing I can do about it at that moment- feels amazing. Not only that, but I love that this is something that they can bond over.
Speaking of them, the three of us split up a few minutes ago. They said they needed to go and check out one of their favorite ranchers tents because he always has amazing tips. So once again, I’m on my own.
I’m about to go grab some watermelon from the nearby fruit stand when all of a sudden the vibrator kicks in again. I roll my eyes, but a small smile creeps its way onto my face at the same time.
After I grab my little watermelon kebab, I turn around to see if I can spot the boys, when my father walks right up to me. Fucking great.
“Samantha, can we talk?”
“Actually, Dad- I’d really rather we didn’t,” I say, trying to dodge him.
He stops me in my tracks, grabs my arm, and pulls me aside.
“Samantha this is enough. You are insomuch trouble right now, I can’t even look at you.”
“You do know that I’m a grown ass woman, right?”
“No, Samantha- you’re not. A grown ass woman would not embarrass and disappoint her father like this. A grown ass woman would besmarterthan this.”
As he talks, I can feel the vibrator getting faster and faster. I glance around, realizing that there is no way they can see me. They have no idea that I’m talking to my father, so they just keep turning it up higher and higher.
I’m biting my lip, trying to push this out of my mind and focus on the evil man standing in front of me. But holy fuck, it’s hard.
“I cannot even believe you are doing this. Prancing around this place with two different men by your side? You look like you came home and just whored yourself out to any old rancher that would take you.”
“Okay that’s enough.Youare the one who sent those men to me. I heard you, Dad. I heard you on the phone, the day I came home. When you thought I wasn’t there yet. I heard everything you said about me, and I heard your little plan. I knew all along. You can’t hide anymore, father. You’re a horrible man, and everyone- including me- knows it.”
“You just keep talkin young lady. You’re only digging yourself into an even deeper hole.”
“Don’t you understand?? I’m not your property. I’m a human being, and I can make my own decisions. You have been trying to control me for my entire life- just like you do to mom. Only I was never going to allow you to treat me the way you treat her. I refuse.”
“What the hell are you talking about? Your mother and I are very happy together. You need to stop this nonsense right now. I demand that you come home, apologize to your mother and I- and while you’re at it- the entire rest of the family as well, seeing as how you soiled the entire family name when you started posing naked for the whole goddamn world to see!!”
And there it is. My final straw. He just isn’t getting it, and clearly he isn’t going to. I’m done here.
“Look, father. The truth is- I have all of the power here. All of it. And you can’tstandthat. But for some reason, you still aren’t scared of me. So let’s get this straight, once and for all. If you don’t start respecting me… things are going to get alotworse for you.”
His entire face goes beet red.
“Stop this nonsense. It’s enough already. What do you want? Seriously- what do you want? Money?? What is it? I’ll do anything if you just stop this- I can’t do this anymore. I can’t watch you destroy yourself.”
“Father- I’m not destroying anything. In fact, I’m happy as can be. My life is perfect, and I don’t need or want a single thing from you, except for you to leave me the hell alone.”
With that, I turn around and walk away as fast as I can before he can say another word. Good thing too, because as soon as I’m a few feet from him- yet another orgasm sets in, and I’m forced to keep walking as I let it roll through me.
Now it’s time to find those boys.