Chapter Six
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Rene
The little temptress is trying to keep me from knowing what I just did. I should stop just like she's worried I will but waking up to find all of her soft curves backlit by a hint of light and feeling her mouth on me pushed me too far too fast. There is no way I can stop or slow down now. A fucking army could come in here with guns and I wouldn't leave the warm heaven that is wrapped around my dick. They'd just have to shoot me.
I felt her innocence give way to let me in. It was one of the single most amazing times of my life. She saved herself for me. I knew that already. I felt her last night and knew she still had her barrier. I don't move, letting her adjust to me being inside of her. She might not think I can tell or even want me to know right at this moment but she let me have her. She put her happiness in my hands and I'll be damned if I'm going to cause her any more pain than I already have - so I wait.
Soon the tightness of her muscles relax enough that I can start to rock in and out of her. I push my finger between us so I can gently stroke her little nub to help her relax for me even more. This time when she cums she is going to do it while milking my cock dry.
Her eyes widen as I introduce her to what it feels like to have a man between her thighs and inside of her. She will only ever know this man though. It might be wrong as fuck, it might make me a dick but I can't let her go. I can't.
I wrap my arms around her and move my hips a little faster and a little harder. Her sweet tempting mouth is right by my ear so I hear every gasp, every sigh, she makes. My hand drops to her ass so I can lift her off the bed just a bit and fuck into her deeper. It causes her to cry out but not in pain this time. I can tell this cry isn't one of pain. Her little body tightens around me and her pretty eyes lose focus. She's hurtling fast to her next climax.
I should pull out and mark her on the outside but I can't. She feels too good and if she wanted to have an adult conversation with me about the consequences of her actions she should have done it when she wasn't naked. I sit up so I can look at all of her and take her hips with me so that they are tilted. This might be a little more than just to make her feel good. I want her to keep all that I give her inside of her so it has time.
I make sure every time I go inside of her I hit her magic spot. It has her moaning unintelligibly and her thighs are shaking around me. She reaches for me and I give her my hand as I entwine our fingers together. "Evan...I'm....I'm..."
"Go ahead and cum for me, Pussycat. I need you nice and soft for what I have planned."
She arches her back, pushing her tits up to the sky - offering them to me - and I take what is being offered. I lean forward and take the hard little pebble back into my mouth as her muscles start to hug up around my cock. She's lost in her climax so I take the opportunity to speed up and get myself ready. As soon as she starts relaxing around me and being shaken by tiny aftershocks I release into her. I cum so hard I lose focus and almost blackout from the pleasure I am finding in her body.
"Evan, I love you." She curls up around me, wrapping her arms and legs around me before closing her eyes.
Shit. It's what I always wanted to hear her say but did she say it just because of what she was feeling during sex. I roll us so that she is still lying beside me. When I pull out of her a mixture of her lost innocence and our combined cream drips from between her legs.
The sight stuns me. I really just took Rene's innocence. I really just came inside of her. She said she loves me. What will Fox think about all of this? Will he treat her differently, be mad at me for doing something so...taboo? Will the rest of the town we live in have a problem with it? Have I made it so her life will be difficult when she meets people who give her negativity about us all throughout town? I won't have my pussycat talked about like that. Dear Lord, what will Jane and her mother think about all of this? There is no way in hell I can take Jane away from Rene. She's so close to her that if she turns away from Pussycat it will break her heart.
Unless I send her away and no one finds out what we did. If I can convince Rene it is the right thing to do and that she needs to move away for college she'll realize that she doesn't really love me. She'll find someone acceptable to love, someone she doesn't have to worry about being talked about because of what she is doing with them.
That's the right thing to do but God I'm not sure if I can do it. I suck in the pain that losing her is going to cause - is causing - me right at this moment. I can't stay in this room with this beautiful girl a second longer when my heart is breaking because I will never be able to touch her, never be able to make love to her, never feel her around me again. I get up and throw the same clothes on I wore yesterday. Who gives a fuck if I look rumpled or disheveled, the outside can't compare to what is going on inside my heart knowing I have to give her up.
I take one final look at what should have been mine before I turn away and spend the rest of the night in my office pacing back and forth. I get no rest. I didn't expect to. I'm going to have to make a decision for Rene that she might think is harsh and she might hate me for but it's for her own good. It's so she can have a future without all of this shit dragging her down.
When I go to find something I can hold down since the thought of sending my Pussycat away is making my stomach roll, I run into Fox. The one person I did not want to see just yet. Not until I can get my mind in a better place.
"You know it's okay with me, right." I look at him, "You and Rene. It's alright if you two are a thing."
Shit, I didn't hide it well enough and my own son can tell what's been going on between me and Rene. He goes on and on about things I have told myself a hundred times to make this alright but it isn't ever going to be alright because, in the end, I'll hurt Rene.
"Well, it isn't okay with me." I stand and quickly make my way to my office. I have extra clothes in a little closet/bathroom area in there. I look up to see the man standing in front of me unshaven and blurry-eyed. I can't stand to even look at myself knowing that I brought Rene down to the level my sick mind is on. I turn from the man standing there and go to make sure the door is good and locked today.
If I can get through the rest of this quarantine without seeing Rene I will be alright when she leaves afterwards. I just have to stay the hell away from her. The only problem is how the hell to keep her away from me.