Chapter Five
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Rene
Today has been one of the oddest days of my life. Not that I have a lot of super odd days to compare it to but waking up in my stepdad's bed with him wrapped around me is definitely on the list at the top. Everyone seemed to be picking up on the weirdness also because Fox and Bunny were both a little off today too.
Of course, that could have something to do with me goading Fox when I mentioned some guy wanting Bunny's number. I still grin when I think about how pissed he got storming off, telling Bunny he was going to spank her if she even thought about it. It was hot. I would love for Evan to declare his love for me like that. I think it was a little bit of a shock to Bunny though. Hopefully, she'll get out of her own way so she and Fox can make me pretty babies to be the aunt to.
I roll over and make sure Bunny is really sleeping. I don't want her to think I'm leaving her but at the same time, I really want to be close to Evan. I don't even have to do anything with him, although the thought of him licking me has kept me wet all day long and he tasted so good when I went down on him. God, I was so worried I would fuck up because I had never done anything like that before. If him filling my mouth full meant anything I think I did a good job.
I roll out of bed and stare down at what I am wearing. It's another one of my old sleep shirts that hangs off one of my shoulders and is so big it goes to my knees. I think it might have been Evans actually but I stole it right away to make it my own. I tiptoe out of the room and make my way down the hallway being as silent as I can. If I run into Fox I'll have to go back to my own bed.
I wonder for just a second if Evan might have locked the door again but when I turn the handle, it opens for me with a soft little swoosh. I slip inside and make my way to the bed where I see he's lying on his back with his arm thrown over his head. He's not wearing a t-shirt like he normally does when Bunny stays over. I wonder if that's because he knew I would be coming in here.
Probably not. One of the reasons I got up before him and I didn't hang around after I got him off was because I know what he was going to say. That what we are doing is wrong and can't happen but he's wrong and I just have to have time to prove it to him. I can make him fall in love with me and see how wonderful a life with me can be. I know I can. I just have to give him time.
Thankfully with the quarantine, time is all we have. He can't run from me when the whole world is in lockdown. Right?
He seemed to really like this morning so maybe if I wake him up like that he'll let me stay with him. Maybe if he realizes that all I want to do is love him then he'll stop trying to push me away.
I pull the cover back and gasp out loud when I find him bare underneath the sheet. He isn't wearing anything. Would he be like this if I was in his bed every night? Could we sleep in each others' arms naked all night and wake each other up with kisses and moans? I want that so badly. I square my shoulders and raise my head. If you want something that bad you have to work for it and I intend to never stop working for Evan's heart.
I slowly crawl on the bed until I am beside him. He smells good and being in his bed means I am wrapped in his scent, it's all around me - on his sheets, on his beautiful body...on me.
He's hard and I wonder if he's dreaming about me. As if he read my mind he turns his head away from me and mumbles out the word Pussycat. I feel like I could burst inside. He is dreaming about me! I'm his Pussycat. His only Pussycat.
My mind is made up and now I just have to slowly lick around his shaft before I sink down on him. I lick him like I would a big piece of candy. I want to giggle at the mental image in my head of Evan's cock being a big stick of rock candy but I don't want to wake him up before I have him fully in my mouth.
I take my time and before I bend over him to take him in my mouth I pull my shirt over my head and throw it on the floor. I want to make it as easy for him to have me as I possibly can. With my breasts free the air makes my nipples harden even more than they were when I first saw Evan's naked body. It feels odd not wearing anything at all but I think I like it.
I take Evan in both of my hands and lower my head until my lips are sitting on the top of the head of his penis. I can already taste the saltiness that comes from him. I lick it off my lips before I spread them wide and slowly sink down on him, running my tongue down him as I go. I hollow my cheeks and start bobbing my head up and down.
He moans my name and his hand comes up to rub the side of my face. "Pussycat?"
I would stop and tell him hi but I don't think he would let me keep going and I'm not about to take that chance.
"Hmm, pretty kitty, you have to stop." I don't listen to him. "You have to stop. You don't know what you want and what's best for you. I can't let you...,"
This time I do cut him off.
"I only want you."
I don't know another way to get him to understand how much I love him. Not because he took me in or gave me a place to stay but because something inside of me is pulled to something inside of him. All I can think to call it is our souls are tied together.
I look at his eyes glittering in the faint gleam given off by the bathroom light he leaves on sometimes and hope that he can see what I can't tell him because I don't have the right words. He pulls me down with the hand that was still caressing my face and our lips meet. The kiss isn't soft but hard and possessive and makes my heart leap inside of my chest.
His hand cups the back of my head as his tongue enters my mouth and plays with mine. I love when he takes over and does that alpha thing where he's the one in control, he's the one taking care of things and all I have to do is relax and follow where he leads me. He flips us so that I am under him this time. Last time I think he tried to make sure I was on top so I wouldn't be afraid of him but I'm not afraid of Evan. I could never be afraid of him when I know all he wants for me is what is best.
I have to make him see that it's him that is best for me.
His hand comes to my bare breast and he massages it until they are heavy and the ache in between my legs beats out the same tempo as my heart. I couldn't stop my legs from coming up around his hips and pulling him closer for anything. His mouth moves down over my jaw to the line of my neck.
"My little girl. You're my little girl." His voice is so gruff it sends a delicious shiver down my body.
"Yes, oh God yes!" His mouth finds my nipple and he sucks the hard peak into the hot cavern of his mouth making me lose touch with what is around me for just a few minutes. While one nipple is in his mouth his hand is taking care of the other one plucking and gently rolling the hard bud between his fingers until I don't think I can stand anymore.
He switches sides and looks up at me. Before he takes my nipple in his mouth he speaks, the warmth of his breath on me makes me moan. "These are sensitive. I wonder if I could get you to cum by just playing with them one day."