g-dong and get rid of all that frustration.”
“Ah…” I can’t even get the fucking words out.
“We need to do your exercises as soon as you’re done bathing so don’t take too long.”
“Get out,” I grind the words out. “Close the door and get out.”
She starts to close the door. “Don’t forget to ring your ding-dong.”
Fuck, my life has turned into a circus. I close my eyes and remind myself that Miss Sebastian means well.
888
WILLOW
“I’m never moving again,” I groan as I fall across my bed.
“I hope not, or my ass will be out on the street,” Evie says as she sits down on the corner of the bed.
“If this idea of mine is a success, you can always come and work with me.”
She flops down on her back and smiles at me. “That would be awesome.”
“I have so much to do tomorrow, but all I want to do is sleep for the rest of the year.”
“Talking about this year, besides starting your own business, what other plans do you have?”
I can tell from the curious look in Evie’s eyes that she’s referring to Marcus. If I’m honest with myself, I’m not sure where things stand with us.
Do I love him? Yes, with all my heart.
Will we ever be more than friends? That’s where I’m not so sure. I don’t think Marcus has it in him to be in a committed, romantic relationship.
I answer her truthfully. “My heart’s been put through the shredder, Evie. Marcus and I are good friends. We love each other, but I don’t think we’re meant to be more than friends. Every time I think there’s a possibility of us getting romantically involved, something happens.”
“Has he kissed you?” she asks as she turns on her side, propping her head on her hand.
“No, we didn’t even get that far.” Then I think of the few closed mouth kisses I’ve given him. “We’ve given each other a few pecks, but that was it.”
“So no toe-curling, knee-weakening, all-consuming kisses?”
I let out a burst of laughter. “Definitely none of those.”
“When are you seeing him? It’s been weeks since he had the surgery.”
“I’m giving him space to recover. We message each other every day, and when he’s stronger, we’ll probably resume our weekly dinners. It was a close call, and as much as I want to be there for him, he needs this time for himself.”
“Will you promise me something?” she asks as she sits up. “Don’t spend your life waiting for him. I know you love him, but sometimes you have to let go and move on.”
“As long as you don’t try to set me up with anyone.”
“That’s a deal,” she says as she gets up. “I have to go get ready for my shift. I’ll talk to you later.”
“Which restaurant do you work at? Maybe I’ll surprise you later and pop in for dinner.”
Evie instantly looks uncomfortable. “Trust me, you don’t want to have dinner there.” She lets out a breath and pulls an awkward face. “Don’t yell at me, but I work at Marilyn’s.”
“Why does that sound familiar?” I sit up, not liking where this is going at all.