He bent me forward on the bed and surprised me by slapping my ass. The stinging shocked me, but it also heightened my need. Looking back at him over my shoulder, I found him staring down at me with heat in his eyes. “Get changed. If I take you here and now, the whole house is going to know it. And while you might like my brothers hearing, and even coming to join, I don’t think you want your sister to know what you sound like when you come.”
I stood up and yanked my dress down. “Fine.”
He smiled. “You mad, Red?”
I hurried into my closet and searched for a dress. “No. I’m horny and I think my brain is broken. Why the hell do I want this so desperately?”
“If you asked my brothers, they’d tell you some shit about it just being right.”
I paused. “And you? What would you tell me?”
“Well, Red, I wouldn’t tell you anything.” He leaned into the closet and met my gaze. “Not for a while anyway.”
I frowned even as I grabbed a dress and pulled it down. “Why not?”
He stepped into the small space with me and reached behind me to unzip my dress. Slowly pulling it down, he undressed me patiently and gently. By the time I stepped out of the dress, I was shaking with need. Julian ran his finger over my breast and nipple before looking up at my eyes and shrugging. “Maybe you’ll find out someday.”
I sighed as he helped me get dressed, his hands roaming as he did. The dress wasn’t even zipped yet and he already had me pinned against the wall with his fingers in me. My mouth found his and I kissed him in a way that probably revealed too much. A year and nine months had passed since I’d kissed him that way, but the feelings were still there, wild and raw. I didn’t know how or why, but they were. The same intense feelings I felt for Isaac and Blake when I kissed them.
I needed something to get my brain away from that feeling, so I sank to my knees between Julian and the wall and worked at his pants.
“Red, that’s not necessary.”
I looked up at him as I got his cock free and rubbed the tip of him over my lips. “It’s necessary for me.”
He swore and braced his hands on the wall above me as I opened my mouth and took him in. I’d had practice with the size of his brothers so I was more confident as I took him in deep and held him there, swallowing around his head at the entrance of my throat. “Goddamn, Red.”
I moaned my approval and sucked harder while sliding him out and bobbing up and down on the head. Working him into my cheeks, I showed him the surely vulgar picture of his cock filling my mouth. Then I took him in until I gagged and listened as he swore my name over and over again. Feeling wild and bold, I reached up and cupped his balls, lightly tugging and massaging them while I did my best to swallow his entire shaft. I felt like something out of a porn, but there was a side of me that liked it.
Julian locked his hand in my hair and held my head back until just the tip of him was on my tongue. “You’re going to make me come. Where do you want me, Red?”
I sucked him back in deep while holding his eye contact. His fingers bit into my scalp, and I breathed between thrusts of his hips, but I could see him losing himself as he came apart. With a deep growl, he shot his seed down the back of my throat. I swallowed everything he gave me and licked him clean before pulling back and fixing him back into his pants.
Julian pulled me up and kissed me hard before holding me against the wall and staring down at me. “You’re going to end up stuck with us if you’re not careful.”
I licked my lips and shrugged like the idea didn’t equally terrify and excite me. “I don’t think I know how to be careful anymore.”
Sinking his fingers into the flesh of my hips, he tilted his head back and groaned my name before moving away and holding his hands up. “I just need to wait outside or I’m going to fuck you right here and now. Politeness be damned.”
I laughed and leaned against the doorframe as he crossed the room to leave. “So that was polite?”
With a dark look over his shoulder at me, Julian looked me over once more before grunting and leaving. All alone with the feeling of his beard still rough between my thighs and my jaw aching, I trailed into my bathroom and got cleaned up before finishing getting dressed and heading down to find Hank.
I walked in on Kara and Tyler sitting across from my three men, the kids sitting next to them, like some kind of freaky family feud. I made a choking sound and froze. “What’s going on?”
Kara cackled as she looked at me. “Nothing. We’re just getting to know your dates, Mal.”
“Aunt Mal, I can’t believe you get to kiss three boys and they don’t get mad about it. Sarah Jamie at school kissed two boys once and they got so mad.” Casey sighed. “I’m going to be just like you when I grow up.”
Taylor scoffed. “Like you could even get one boyfriend.”
Tyler shook his head. “No boyfriends until you’re sixty-four. Then, if you want five boyfriends, you can have five.”
Julian snorted. “Good luck finding three weirdos like us.”
I waved my hands. “Okay, this is weird for me. We’re going to go.”
Kara smacked my hands away when I tried to take Hank from her. “He’s mine tonight. I missed him so much today.”