“Okay,” I said.
“Really?”
“Yeah, okay. We’ve been over this before. I wish I’d never gone through it, but overall, it made me who I am today. And I like who I am now. So, I’ll let it go for tonight, as long as you tell me soon.”
He moved closer to me, and I didn’t back away. “Soon. I promise.”
Gripping me by the waist he pulled me against him. His hands moved to rest on my hips as I lifted mine to rest on his shoulders. The world faded away as we stared into each other’s eyes. With my eyes on his, I kissed him. It was slow at first, but then his hands slid down to my ass and we couldn’t touch each other fast enough. I ran my hands over his chest, down his torso to his belt buckle.
On a moan, he shifted his head to deepen the kiss while I worked on removing his belt. I let it hang as I pulled his shirt out of his pants to tear it open, revealing the hard body beneath. Pulling out of the kiss, I unbuttoned his pants and lowered the zipper to slide my hand inside his boxers.
His hips jerked forward at my touch. He backed away but only to kick off his shoes and step out of the pants. His hands slid under my borrowed t-shirt to my breasts pulling a moan from me.
“Raise your arms,” he said with a growl. I did and in one swift motion he pulled the shirt off and tossed it into the yard.
“You reek of him. I’m going to change that. I’m going to make you mine,” he half whispered, half growled. His words sent a lightning bolt of heat to my core as his fingers moved to my center.
“Is that what you want?” I asked him, my voice breathless as his fingers pushed me to the edge but not over it. Not yet. I lowered my hand back to him, gliding it over the silkiness of his shaft. “You want me to be yours.”
“Yes,” he said on a moan. “You are mine.” His fingers slipped inside me while his thumb continued massaging my clit, and I rode his hand until I came. He stopped my moans by crushing his lips to mine, before tearing his mouth away to rest his head on my chest. “Damn, Red, you’re soaked.”
“Mmm, you have a way of doing that to me.”
He growled. “You drive me crazy,” he said as he moved his fingers inside me again.
My need for him was so strong I pushed him until he was on the bench and gave him another little shove to make him lie back. He watched as I placed one knee on either side of his head and lowered myself onto his face. His hands gripped my ass, pulling me closer. I wriggled my hips against him and threw my head back on a moan as another orgasm coursed through me.
I glanced down at him to see him watching me as he gave me one last lick sending ripples of pleasure through me again. I yelped when he jumped up and swung me up to cradle me in his arms. He smirked down at me as he carried me through the yard.
“I’m going to make you come again in my bed.”
I pulled his face to mine and kissed him as he walked through the house and up the stairs. I didn’t care where he was taking me. His bed, the couch, the gazebo, the damn stairs for all I cared. If he wanted to make me come again, who am I to argue?
Another yelp escaped me when he dropped me onto the bed and immediately covered me with his body. The kiss was frantic with his need. I could feel the head of his cock pressing against my opening, but he didn’t enter me. Instead, he locked eyes with me, the look in his was almost predatory as he licked his way down my neck. He cupped my breast in his hand and ran his tongue around my nipple before taking it into his mouth. He moved to my other breast then his tongue drifted over my stomach.
He kept his eyes on mine, watching me from between my legs. “I want to watch you come again.”
Just his words had me almost there. My hips bucked up as his tongue glided over me. He was relentless, holding me tightly against his mouth as I plummeted over the edge again. The sensation was so intense, I shoved my hands into his hair as he kept going making me scream as the next climax hit me.
“Liam, I need you. I want you inside me.” I looked down at him, his eyes twinkled as he ran his tongue over my clit again and again and again. “Oh! Now. Please,” I begged him.
That must have been the magic word because he crawled on top of me, pressing my back into the mattress as he sank deeply inside me. We moaned together, but he didn’t move at first. And in that instant, I knew something was different from any other time I’d been with a man.
My eyes flew open when an odd sensation grew in the center of my chest. Liam held himself inside me as we stared into each other’s eyes for what felt like an eternity. I cupped his face in my hand and ran my thumb over his bottom lip. Looking at him, I felt something I’d never felt before and a pang of anxiety hit me. Then he pulled out and thrust inside me again, and I could no longer think.
We couldn’t get enough of each other. He moved inside me as he kissed me and ran his hands over my body. My legs wrapped around his waist as I moved with him. On a moan, I tore my mouth from his as another orgasm hit me. It was so strong I dug my nails into his back as he kept moving inside me. Instead of ebbing, the climax kept going, growing stronger until we both cried out as the pleasure overcame us.
“Holy shit, that was intense,” I said, running my hands over my face while trying to catch my breath. “It’s never been like that before.” He was staring at me with a weird look on his face. “What’s wrong?”
As the words left my lips, I felt it. A throbbing electricity running over me. I lowered my hand to his arm. There wasn’t a shock like there normally was, but the electricity intensified where our skin touched. It built until a flash of light burst from our point of contact, bathing us in its warmth.
At first, I didn’t understand what had happened. My heartbeat quickened as the panic set in. I hadn’t had a panic attack since before my dad died. Before that I’d get them all the time. This one was the same: a rushing sound filled my ears, my vision got blurry, and I couldn’t breathe.
Especially since Liam was still on me. I shoved at him, trying to sit up in the bed but he held me still.
“Stay. It’s okay,” he said.
“No. Get the fuck off me. Now.”