“Bad day?” Alabama had followed her outside. He stood at a respectful distance, but even that felt too close. “You all right?”
Andy glared at him again. Had he not just seen what was on television? Did he not understand that Andy was the useless girl whose mother had faced down a cold-blooded murderer?
And then turned into a murderer herself?
“Is something wrong, Officer?” Alabama kept smiling at Andy.
She looked down at her police-like uniform. The stupid silver badge that was stitched on like a Girl Scout patch—but with far less meaning, because Girl Scouts had to at least do something for those patches. All Andy did was answer phones and walk terrified people through performing CPR or turning off their car engines after a crash.
Jonah Lee Helsinger had thought that she was a cop.
He had thought that she would kill him. Murder him. In cold blood.
Andy looked down at her own hands. They would not stop shaking. She was going to start crying again. Why did she keep crying?
“Here.” Alabama offered her a handkerchief.
Andy stared at the folded white cloth. She thought Gordon was the only man who still carried a handkerchief.
“Just trying to help a lady in need,” he grinned, still holding out the cloth.
Andy did not take it. For the first time, she really looked at the man. He was tall and fit, probably close to forty. Jeans and sneakers. His white button-down shirt was open at the collar, long sleeves neatly rolled up. He looked like he had forgotten to shave this morning, or maybe that was part of his look.
A thought occurred to her that was so startling she blurted it out. “Are you a reporter?”
He laughed and shook his head. “I make my living the honest way.”
“You’re a cop?” she tried. “Detective?” When he did not immediately answer, she told him, “Please leave me alone.”
“Whoa, porcupine.” He held up both his hands in surrender. “I was just making small talk.”
Andy did not want to talk. She scanned the drive for Gordon’s white BMW.
Where was her father?
Andy took out her cell phone. The home screen was filled with text alerts and missed calls. Mindy Logan. Sarah Ives. Alice Blaedel. Danny Kwon. In the last few hours, the smattering of band, chorus and drama geeks Andy had been friends with in high school had all suddenly remembered her phone number.
She dismissed the notices, then pulled up DAD and texted: hurry.
Alabama finally seemed to realize that she wasn’t open to small talk. He tucked his handkerchief back into his jeans pocket. He walked over to one of the benches and sat down. He pulled out his phone. His thumbs worked across the screen.
Andy glanced behind her, wondering what was taking Laura so long. Then she scanned the front parking area for Gordon. Her father was probably in the parking deck, which meant he would be at least twenty minutes because the woman working the booth had to talk to every single person who handed her a ticket to get out.
All she could do was sit down on a bench three down from Alabama. Every muscle in Andy’s body felt like an overstretched rubber band. Her head throbbed. Her stomach was sour. She checked her phone to see if Gordon had texted back, but he would never look at his phone while he was driving because it was dangerous.
The sliding doors opened. Andy felt relief, then trepidation, upon seeing her mother. The orderly pushed the wheelchair to a stop beside the curb. Laura was wearing a cotton candy pink Belle Isle Medical Center T-shirt that was too big for her slender frame. She was clearly in pain. Her face was the color of notebook paper. Her good hand was wrapped around the arm of the chair in a death grip.
Andy asked, “Didn’t they give you anything?”
Laura said nothing, so the orderly volunteered, “The surgery meds are wearing off. The doc offered her a script but she wouldn’t take it.”
“Mom—” Andy didn’t know what to say. Laura wouldn’t even look at her. “Mother.”
“I’m fine,” Laura insisted, though her teeth were gritted. She asked the orderly, “Do you have a cigarette?”
“You don’t smoke,” Andy said, just as her mother reached for a Marlboro from the pack that the orderly pulled from his shirt pocket.
The man cupped his hand as he flicked the lighter.