But since we started our relationship, I’m a little ashamed to say that I can hardly keep my hand off the damn thing.
Needing more, I lean forward, and lick the bead of pre cum that’s formed on the tip.
“Fuck,” he hisses, his hands gripping the bed sheet.
I hold his cock up, licking the underside from base to tip, running my tongue along the vein that's pulsing. I lick every inch of his cock before taking him into my mouth.
“Sam,” he moans, and the sound is music to my ears as I ease him in, rubbing my tongue along the bottom of his cock. His breaths come out short and choppy. “That feels so damn good.”
Knowing that he approves of what I’m doing to him, I start to bob my head, sucking hard as I go. I’m rewarded with some of the sexiest sounds, filling me with the need to hear more and more.
Grabbing the base of his cock, I use my hand and mouth to work him over. I know he's trying to restrain himself from thrusting up into me. I’m not ready to deep throat him, but someday soon, I’ll be able to choke on his cock. The idea makes me twitch.
“Sam, fuck, I don’t know how much longer I’m gonna last,” he pants out. “You’re doing so good, baby. Fuck, that feels amazing. Your mouth feels so warm and wet. Fuck, just like that.”
The little bit of dirty talk has me wanting that orgasm. I suck and squeeze him harder, bobbing faster. My free hand reaching down and gripping my own cock. I moan around his length as I start to jack off in pace with what I’m doing to Axel.
His grunts are sexy, his pleas, fucking divine. And when he tells me he’s about to cum, I pull back. His cock jets as he lets out a long groan. Ropes of cum shoot out and cover his abs.
Getting on my knees, I work myself over, feeling my release right there. A few more jerks and I’m cumming too. I coat Axel with my cum, praying he’s okay with this.
“Fuck that’s hot,” he breathes, watching as my cum mixes with his.
“Shit,” I breathe. “I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be,” he says. I look up to see him staring at me with an adoring look. “Sam, I like it soft, sweet, and slow. I also like it hard, fast and dirty. There’s nothing you can do to me that I won’t fucking love. Don’t be ashamed of what pleases you. If cumming on me is something you wanna do, coat every fucking inch of me in your seed.”
Then he surprised me by taking his finger, swirling it around in our cum and mixing it together before bringing it to his lips, sticking it into his mouth.
“Axel,” I whimper.
“Want a taste?” he asks, getting more on his finger and offering it to me. I nod my head and lean forward. It’s bitter and salty, but I find that I love the taste. Next time, I want him cumming down my throat.
“You’re so fucking perfect,” he whispers, almost to himself. “Enough for tonight,” he says, grabbing a handful of tissues off the bedside table. He cleans himself up before patting the bed next to him. “Sleep with me? I want you in my arms tonight. If that's okay with you?”
Smiling at him, I say, “I’d love that.”
We get under the covers, and I move so that my back is to his front. He’s pressed against me, but he has his hand on my waist like he’s afraid to hold me any tighter.
My fingers find him, and I bring his arm over me, tucking it under mine and using it like a teddy bear.
He sighs contently at that, snuggling closer. Kissing the back of my shoulder he says, “I love you Sam. And I’m so proud of you.”
“I love you too,” I whisper back, afraid I’ll cry if I speak any louder. “And thank you.”
“For what?” he murmurs sleepily.
“For loving me, every broken piece. And for having the patience to put me back together, no matter how long it takes or how many times we have to try to get it right.”