“And I will.” I look deep into her eyes, deadly serious. “Every single time you say no, I will stop immediately.”
“I trust you,” she whispers. A sense of pride washes over me. With what happened to us in the past, turning over her body to me, in this way, is a big deal. I'm honored she’s chosen me.
“Good.” I walk over to her desk, putting her computer and glasses off to the side before flinging everything else off, then I turn back to her. “Now get your sweet ass up on this desk, and let me rock your world.” I smirk as I take a seat in her chair, sitting back to watch my stunninggirlfriendwalk over to me.
She bites her bottom lip, nervous but rushes to do what I ask. I am free to be myself with Neo, and I do plan on being the alpha in my sexual relationship with Evie, but she's still my best friend and this is all new.
“What are you going to do with me?” she asks, wiggling into her spot at the edge of the desk.
“Claim what's mine.” I give her a cheeky grin. “Now lie back.” She does as directed with her legs swinging on either side of me.God, she's adorable.
Smiling to myself, I stand and lean over her. She closes her eyes as if waiting for me, a patient expression on her face. I place her feet on the arms of the chair then run my hands up her thighs, feeling her soft warm skin under my touch. A shiver takes over her body as she takes in a sharp breath when I get to the edge of her shorts.
Then it hits me. She hasn’t had sex with someone in... God, I have no idea.
“Evie?” I ask.
“Yes?” she breathes out.
“When was the last time you had sex with another person?”
“Ummm...” she hesitates, her eyes blinking open.
“Evie,” I growl.
“Since before I met you,” she says softly, almost shyly as she bites her lip, looking a little nervous.
Eight years. Eight-fucking-years of only getting off with toys. Oh, my poor baby. I’ll be taking very good care of her as of right now.And forevermore.
“If you don't count, you know...” she says, sounding ashamed as she turns her head to the side slightly, avoiding my eyes.
I do know, she means when we were raped. “Hey.” I slip my hand over her cheek, gently moving her head so that she’s looking at me again. “Don’t. Don’t ever feel guilty for that,” I say, leaning over her. She looks up at me with her bright green eyes, tears clouding her vision, making them shine brighter in the low glow of the lamp from the corner of the room. I don't like seeing her like this. I'll do everything I can tonotsee her like this again. “You had no choice in that. So, no, it doesn't count.” My words are steady and strong.
“Then, yes, since before I met you.” A light blush takes over her face, making me smile.
“Why?”
“Because the moment I laid eyes on you, I knew I didn't want to be touched by any other woman but you.”
I groan at her answer. “Fuck. Why is that so hot?” I lick my lips. She lets out a nervous chuckle at my reaction. “Evie, I need you to know something.”
“What?”
“I love you. You will always come first before them. I know it might be a bitch-ass move to pick favorites but with us, it’s different. I will always choose you. I just hope you won't make me, because they are kinda growing on me.” I give her a small smile.
“I lied before. I kinda like the way they changed you. It's the Harlow I knew was inside you, deep down under all that armor, under Queenie,” she smiles back.
“Don't go thinking I’m gonna become a big softie now,” I growl out, narrowing my eyes on her.
“Oh, you know you are,” she says with a laugh. “But only with us.”
“Yeah, yeah.” I roll my eyes. “Enough chitchat, time for my meal. I’m famished.” I wiggle my eyebrows.
I’m not going to go full Queenie on her, not for her first time in years. But, I don't think I can hold back anymore. I want her, need her, crave her. And she's here, offering herself up to me. I'd be a damn fool not to take my fill.
She swallows thickly, her chest rising and falling with the quickness of her breathing. Bending over I capture her lips with mine. I kiss her like I'm trying to fucking possess her. I hate myself right now for being so closed off for so long when I could have had this, her, a hell of a lot sooner.
But she is mine now, and there's nothing and no one who will be able to take her from me. I will spend every day showing her that all the time she waited for me to get my head out of my ass was worth it.I think an orgasm is a fantastic place to start.